I have grown to like this ship but minizerk is still bae x
This is going to be a real life chapter not many texts.
*simon's pov*
Me and jj where walking home or I was and jj was trying to after we went out. He is very drunk an even though I feel sorry for him, it is really cute. He is cute when he isn't drunk to but it comes out more when he is intoxicated. 'Jj please at least try to walk on your own' I asked sighing because he was putting all his wait on me an I'm not calling him fat because he clearly isn't he just isn't the lightest not that he is heavy either. I'm going to stop digging now. So anyway we where halfway there and jj decided it would be a great time to throw up. Sorry if you find it gross I won't go into any detail lets just say it wasn't pleasant.
When we got to the house I took jj strait to my bedroom. I would take him to his but it's further away than mine and it's to much effort. I lay him down on my bed after taking of our clothes staying in just our boxers. It should be ok in the morning he will know we didn't have sex and we have shared a bed before so it shouldn't matter. I think he will also remember that I didn't drink and he should know that I wouldn't take advantage of anyone when they are drunk.
When I wake up the next morning I hear a thud and a groan coming from next to me I look over to see jj tangled in the bed covers laying on the floor in an uncomfortable position. 'You alright there' I asked him, chuckling quietly. 'What, why are you hear' jj asked sitting up looking at me with scared and slightly embarrassed eyes. 'Its my room and also why do you look so scared' he asked what we did and I explained he seemed to calm down when I told him we didn't kiss. I didn't want him to worry but it did make me sad when he looked relieved that we didn't Kiss but I guess that he might not have wanted it sober so I shouldn't do it when he is drunk. I made that sound bad I swear I was talking about a Kiss.
'Hey simon?' Jj says interrupting my thoughts and making me jump 'what?' I ask politely as I can because he did just scared the hell out of me (I never understood that saying) 'what really happened last night' I explained the same story I told him before which was the truth 'well if we did nothing why did I wake up in my boxers' he asked annoyed at me, clearly thinking that I was lying I chuckled 'well would you have preferred to be naked' we just went on like this and he eventually believed me.
*jj's pov*
I like simon.
But I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I am really close to him so I think If we had kissed he might have found it awkward and I would have been so embarrassed. I'm not gonna lie. I would kiss him if people where drinking not if he was but if I drank a bit and pretended to be drunk an kiss him it wouldn't be bad if he rejected me because I could just blame the drink and then I would know if I could kiss him when he knew I was sober.
I only have about two or three days left in the sidemen house until I have to go back home. I'm really gonna miss everyone but simon especially because whenever i come over we always hang out so when I have to leave it makes it way worse. I really want to tell simon. I feel like he will be cool with it I don't know why but I just do, or I could ask him for advise because everyone knows I'm gay and I could just not say his name. I don't know yet but i do know that I can't keep hiding it.
It is the last day and I don't want to leave, I feel like a little kid in a candy shop. I don't want to go I won't see simon for ages. I know I can Skype him but it's not the same as it is in person.
