^^ thank you for the ship idea X
Wednesday 2nd of January 2012
So much happened yesterday I had no time to record to you.
I got kissed!! It was by a guy obvs because, as you have know way before anyone else, I am gay.
He was so sweet and he cuddled me on the sofa. The only thing that makes me sad is that I think he was drunk and when I woke up this morning he was gone.
It's ok tho because as the quote goes , there is always a silver lining. At least I got a kiss and buy my crush.
I keep hoping that he will come back for me and take me away from this unaccepting house I live in.
Saturday 12th January 2012
I haven't eaten for about three days but it's ok. Sometimes people put change In the little pot I have and I can get an apple from the store so it isn't that bad.
It is strange that when it rains, like it is now, I'm not sad. I have always loved the rain and I have an umbrella that I found in a dumpster to protect me from it slightly.
I got kicked out of my house when they found out about the kiss. I found a ally to stay in and set up camp there.
Monday 28th of January 2012
Three more days until February. I like to count up to the next months.
I have formulated a better shelter with some boxes and the coffee shop from opposite always gives me the burned cookies and squashed buns.
I also go to the local pool to shower. The have cubicles so I can use that and it's only a pound to get in.
The only thing on my mind when I go to sleep is that boy. That freaking boy who kissed me on New Year's Eve.
His cute nose and the way he screams around the house and when he raps. God how I miss him.
Wednesday 6th February 2012
He is in my dreams. He haunts me when I sleep. He is like a demon that is here even if I'm wide awake or dreaming.
I saw Simon today. He was going to the coffee shop opposite the road. He looked stressed his eyes where bloodshot.
I know Simon because we where at his house for New Year's Eve. He kissed a girl I think her name was Susie or something.
I miss them but I can't go back. They will find me disgusting and they will probably be mad that I didn't tell them where I am.
Friday 8th February 2012
I collected enough money to buy a loaf of bread and some ham so I can have sandwiches.
You would think I'd be really skinny what with having no food and all but I'm actually not.
I sometimes go for a run at night to keep moving and I drink water from the fountains they have in the toilets.
He hasn't been on my mind a lot the past two days. It has been ok. I think I'm moving on, although I don't know if I want to.
Monday 18th February 2012
Josh saw me. He took me to his house and said I'm staying there until I can find somewhere else to stay.
I love my friends but being around Josh just reminds me of everything I have been trying to forget these past months.
Josh said we will have a 'sleepover' for all seven of us where we will catch up.
That's next week.
Monday 25th February 2012
I am going to see him today. I really want to hate him, because of all the trouble he has caused to me but I just can't.
I love him.
Everyone came over and say on the sofa with me. It was silent for a while until the questions started 'why?' 'Are you ok?' 'Where you kicked out' 'I'm sorry' that last one wasn't a question. It was said by the only boy I had been thinking about all this time.
'I love you' I said as I stood up to leave the room.
Everyone left sending looks towards Jj. 'Good luck' I heard someone whisper
'Vikk. I. I love you. Vikk' I blushed and kissed him. I KISSED HIM!!
We smiled, and that was the start of a new life for both of us.
The end was s**t I'm sorry xx
