Worth it - Nick Robinson Fanfiction

Chapter 1 - Thinking

Have you ever been in a situation where, you don't know what you're feeling? You're just so numb and taken aback that you don't know how to react, or what to think?

Well, that's what happened when Rebecca whispered in my ear a sentence that truly terrified me. Usually I would be grateful she was talking to me in Mr. Whitman's class, so we could laugh and giggle at some stupid fun fact her nerdy self came up with, or any gossip she found out that was probably a rumor, because that's how boring this Biology lesson is.

"Did you hear? Nick is back in Nashville!" She announces in a hushed tone, but I can note her excitement through the way she's breathing hard.

"Can you believe it! The ultimate, hottie actor is coming to our boring, lost town." She giggles, but I don't move. I don't say a word. I don't flinch, I just try to concentrate to something else.

"So why would the left Ventricle of the heart be thicker?" Mr Whitman asks and he takes his glasses off to clean them with his handkerchief for the hundredth time today.

I just stare blankly at the wall. Nick. Nick Robinson. The boy I haven't been able to stop thinking about since the day he left. The guy that in some way ditched me, for a better future. I don't blame him, I would've done the same, but I would at least call or something. Even when I tried reaching to him, he never even dared to answer. I hadn't realized how much he meant to me until one day Rebecca noticed I hadn't stopped blabbering about him, the day I found out he was going to leave.

It didn't hurt that he left, it hurt that he didn't even dare to contact me... it showed how little he cared for me, and how much I cared for him.

The worst part is, he immediately found a girl out there too. She was gorgeous, like him. She was worthy of him, while I'm just a simple Nashville girl living in the middle of nowhere, with no huge, plastic surgery boobs and blue eyes to die for.

I was just typical Freya Sanders, wild curly, brown hair (that I've recently died ombre, so the tips are blonde), with grey eyes, and huge eyelashes that contrast my rosy cheeks. Full lips, that I always compared to his, even though his are always going to be the most tender ones (I imagine pathetically).

But why is he back? What is he doing here? Does he remember I live here? Does he even remember me?

"Holy shit." I whisper, and Rebecca eyes me.

"What?" She asks confused, and I close my eyes, and keep them closed for a few seconds trying to calm myself down with the questions.

"I just.. can't believe he's back." I answer, trying to sound calm and way over him. But I'm not...if you haven't already guessed so. And I know that I'm definitely fucked.

The bell brings me back to reality, zooming me back to my surroundings and I absorb them as I stand on my feet and rush out of the classroom.

I need to see him. I admit and run my hand through my hair, taking a few breaths and rush into the bathroom, before Rebecca comes making a scene and asking me what that reaction was.

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Hey guys! So after Summer Stranger I finished last summer, I decided to create a fanfiction of Nick, my new celeb crush, a.k.a, the worst kind of crush a girl could have.

Anyways, I got inspired and really had the urge to write about this story I've been thinking about him for a while, and decided to share it with you guys.

I really hope you like the first chapter, next one will be up soon. Make sure you comment down below if you're excited for the 2nd one, and trust me, you'll enjoy this :)

ALSO: IF you want to find out more about how I write and my last successful, completed book go to my page and start reading Summer Stranger, I promise you you'll love it ;)

Toodles :* and write for you soon!

(AH good to be back)