Letter To My Past Self

Unstabilität

lacking stability

rocking, winding, slipping,

distracting inability

missing the step beneath your foot

crawling now, just a bit further

before you reach the edge of the bed

only to realize you aren't even home

retract, revise, retrace,

attempt to find that peaceful place

forget to remember

remembering to forget

once you awake

realize that you were never asleep