Call Me Kay [on hold]

Chapter two- Backstory

That's when I moved out. That was the last time she talked to me like that. Now you will find me living with 7 guys and we really shouldn't be living together. I have a year left of school and 4 of the boys are the same. Thank fuck it's my last year and I can get away from these nutters.

The 7 men with whom I share this lovely, large apartment with are as follows. Ben- my man- Andrew- his friends from primary and high school- Lee- a charming lad that came to our high when we were in fourth year- Jake- who is just a wild party animal we met at a party- Kian- my favourite, he's gay and basically is a male fangirl of the pop section of tumblr- Leck- the big teddy bear that would kill anyone who said anything wrong to you- and who can forget Loggy- he's like a dad to us all, more of a dad to me than my real one. No matter how much I loved him.

I don't work for Johanne anymore either. But don't worry she instantly got somebody to fill for me, but the job is always there if I want it.

They can fuck off if they think I'm going back!

But hey that doesn't matter. What I really want is to share the background story for me and Ben. Which yes goes through a lot of my high school years but I promise it'll be quick. Kayton George doesn't waste time unless she doesn't want to do the thing she's wasting time doing. Does that even make sense Kay? Think it over again... Fuck it!

~backstory~

So my relationship status had always been either single or I wish it was because looking back those "relationships" if you can call them that- well they were a mess and I got hurt way too much. And yes my past with boys was terrible. And girls for that matter. Yes I had a few lesbian moments in my time but they are far in my past.

The guys I've liked have been well embarrassing you could say. Lets just name a few.

Jamie- that was just me, a 5 yer old, thinking this guy was what she wanted.

Ceeg- thank god I only slightly liked him.

Andrew Mc- that religious twat, he looks as bad as Jamie now.

Kerr- lets just say that was one my mum said was okay once I had stopped liking him and had actually moved on from after two years.

Stephen- don't get me wrong he is so sweet and very gorgeous but I'm far off of his radar. Always have been.

Angus- oh that little geek. We had actually became friends for a while but I messed that up as usual.

Jack- oh now that was a low point but he was a gentleman about it I must say.

Liam- No, I refuse to talk about this one.

Nathan- I can't even comment on this one but him and Eilidh are happy.

Morgan- that cocky bastard, but something still attracts me to him a little, he's grown a lot now too and something about a taller man.

Craig- oh now this is when it all changed, well I feel that way and trust me when I say I'd still totally go there.

Ben- yes I liked him before we got together and I mean like a good few months before and then, with so many other girls, we realised how much of a creep he was. But he won me over with his hugs every time and he actually liked me.

I almost forgot that most of this time- Alastair. Oh he was perfection. I wonder if he's still with Lauren. They ended up as my otp at some point.

I started to properly like Ben while we were on a trip with the school but really I fell in love with his hugs an the fact that he might like me back. Well I wouldn't say fell in love actually. After we came back I still liked him for a little while but I started to listen to what the other girls were saying and no matter how much his hugs made my heart race at a thousand meters per second, he was still a little creepy.

But after all that, I end up with Ben. And I'm so happy.

Oh and here come the sleeping pills, kicking in half way through the day, thank you very much for the free period off of modern studies. Oh not this f-ing dream again!

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He comes so close to me, taller than he was the last I stood with him. We were similar heights before. Something about his sudden tallness is making me want him again, oh boy do I want him. I always have on some level. No Ben is over there. But I'm not his either. I don't belong to anybody. And then there is my ex over there, being all lovey-Dovey. Well fuck them. Speaking of fucking people, Craig is looking dashing in shirt and tie. With all the boys now having this dress code, I'm suddenly attracted to guys I would never have looked twice at before.

My eyes flicker back towards him, he's looking back down and I am suddenly breathless. This didn't happen in the actual memory that is supposed to be playing. But this time he is playing it differently. My breathing is heavier and my heart actually hurts. What am I doing?

"Kay! Come on Kay we need you back babe, time to go."

Ben, waking me up but I don't want to leave this dream. It's new and exciting. No come on Kay!

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"Hey, Kay." He whispers softly, my eyes meeting Jake's from across the room. He was the one with me this time. Yes I have to have somebody with me every time I go down. Cause I talk. Ben is normally sleeping with me when he's with me. But jake heard everything. He know, I can just tell? "Do you want to talk about it or-"

"No! Not yet." I cut him off. What would I say?

I need time to think, clear my head. Hopefully Ben never hears these ramblings, or doesn't believe that they are true. I can't loose him.

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~dedication to @MillionMilesAwayy ~

I wasn't sure whether to post this or not so I wrote another, seen what was better. Guess if you're reading this then you know. And I can't stick to schedules as you can probably tell.

But anyway- I'm gonna go! Got to see my baby cousin, Logan for the first time on Saturday! :D he's so precious!

K!xxx