Have you ever felt like a trash? Like just being alive makes you feel suffocated? I, for sure, do. I am a pessimistic brat, a suicidal even but that changed when I met him. The one who made me feel wanted, like I am the most beautiful girl, that I am perfect the way I am, that I do not need to change for what other people think I should be. He changed my world; it is no longer monochrome. He painted my life like a rainbow. BUT... One of these days I will surely kill him! That jerk! The first color besides white and black that he showed me is RED just after yellow!
-Alice Inksworth
ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ's ɴᴏᴛᴇ:
Ugh. I didn't think that stories piling up is that depressing...
Because you know what? Now that I visited my CREATE, I noticed that I have many works that I have published and there are also the ones in the draft. My friend's right, I still remember her words, she said that if I keep this up I will be in a slump or more like writer's block because of confusion of plots. Somehow she is right, I can't come up of good chapters because there are parts that I planned for another and it will not be interesting if the idea is the chapters are repeated. Plus English in not really my native language and it's really making me confused whether what kind of English am I using. I just discovered two years ago(or was it three?) that the English Americans uses is not the same with everyone. There's the british, canadian, native american and such. Who would have known? Reading stories made me realize that. I thought that its the same for a long time and this had become my habit, I might sometimes mixed it all up so please bear with me.
If you are asking me why am I writing my stories in English if its that hard. My answer is that its more challenging. Simple as that. And besides I had been taught English since I was a child that I was more aware of it than my native one. Making them be taught to us when we became teen makes it difficult to remember not that I am that good in english.
This is not copied. I repeat this is not copied. I might have reference in some parts but I did not copy this. You can say that I was inspired by those writers but I dare not copy their works. I might use some quotations you can see on the internet but there are some that I thought myself. I might not be able to give some credits to those awesome people because first of all, I can't remember all their names. Second, internet really does not give you their name everytime. Third, I might forget. Fourtly, I do not know if some of the things I will write was already thought of other people. And lastly, it might get tiring to continuosly flipped a book(that's kind of idiom: meaning search through the net) for the refference.
Ugh. I am like giving a lecture, don't I? Not that everyone will be patiently reading it 'cause I, for one, does not really read an author's note everytime. ALSO before I forget, I might also forget to use some proper markings like ?, ", ', ., ,, ;, and -. So I repeat: PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. In other words, endure it. You may comment helpful information so that other readers such as yourself will be able to know what I am writing.
MissAquira, didn't you know you are being naggy? Yes, I do know I am kinda annoying but unfortunately for you that I am this kind of person :P
By the way, credits to the owner of the camera I used for editting my cover. Thanks a lot!
So without further ado, you can now continue reading! I hope I you will like this :3
-MissAquira
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2016.
Gosh, I can't believe that I had been that talkative in an author's note. I am sorry :3
Written: 15th Day of April, year 2016. FRIDAY
Published: May 12, 2016, THURSDAY. 10:10 A.M.
Edited: n/a
YOU ARE READING
Take Two
Teen FictionHave you ever felt like a trash? Like just being alive makes you feel suffocated? I, for sure, do. I am a pessimistic brat, a suicidal even but that changed when I met him. The one who made me feel wanted, like I am the most beautiful girl, that I a...