Free Now

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-Vic's POV-

It's been a little over a week since the thing with my ex happened. The break from school is over now and we- sadly- have been going back. It's almost February, so only a couple more months until we graduate and escape the h*llhole.

Right now, it's Thursday, after school, and Kellin and I are in my room, listening to The Birthday Massacre. They're such an awesome band, but not many people know who they are. The lead singer is a girl, and she has an amazing voice. She naturally sings high, but she also sings really low, and it's amazing.

The lyrics to their songs are always creepy. But it's a good creepy. Right now, we're listening to the Pins and Needles album. Their song Control just came on, and me and Kellin were singing along.

"They're on the side of caution. They're taking in the new girls." We sang. The low part is up next, so we just scream instead of singing however Chibi does, cause I have no idea how she sings that low. It sounds almost demonic, or...I don't know. It's weird, but I love it. "Two faced, too poised to shed a tear. No memory to speak of. Passed in the night, we didn't hear. The fading breath of your love. We lose control, of the moments. Another trend goes out of season. A new love, forever. Look the other way, you see through me. A new trend, in difference."

"Hey Vic?" Kellin asked me, pausing the music.

"Yeah?" I replied, looking down at my lovely boyfriend, laying in my lap.

"I think later, I'm gonna go to the store. I just remembered that you're out of potatoes, and I really want a baked potato." He said, looking up at me.

I laughed. Kellin has an obsession with potatoes. He's kinda weird about it, though. He'll eat french fries, baked potatoes, hash browns, tater tots, fried potatoes, you name it. But he won't eat mashed potatoes. He says that he doesn't like the texture, and they make him gag. I personally, only like fried potatoes and french fries. Anything else, I won't eat. Don't ask me why, cause it'll take forever to explain. "Kells, I swear. You are one of the weirdest people I have ever met. Myself and Mike aside." I said, chuckling at my boyfriends expression.

"Hey. There's nothing wrong with how many potatoes I eat." He said, pouting slightly.

"I know. I never said there was. It's just that you're obsessed, and you can't live without potatoes. I find it adorable. And slightly amusing." I said, leaning down to kiss him on the forehead. "Now get off of me. I gotta pee." I said, pushing my boyfriend softly.

"Okaaaayy." He said, dragging out the word. He got off, and I went to the restroom quickly, and went back to find a note on the bed.

Dear Viccy,
I went ahead to the store for two reasons. 1. You were taking a long time. 2. I really, really want a baked potato. I'll be back soon. I love you.
-Love, Kellin xoxo

Kellin is adorable, even when it's just a note he wrote saying he wanted potatoes.

I sat down on my bed, and got on YouTube. I decided to watch music videos while I waited for Kells to get back.

-Kellin's POV-

As I walked through the doors to Walmart, I thought about this passed few months. Everything that happened. With Jeremy, with Vic, with Kora. Everything. Some of it good, some of it bad.

After all of the thinking though, I realized something. I realized, that I'm free. I am free.

-Vic's POV-

I was watching Death Note when Kellin burst into the room, a huge smile on his face. I couldn't help but smile myself as I asked, "What's got you in a good mood?"

He walked over to me, sat on my lap, and kissed me softly. "I've been thinking," he started as he pulled away. "And I realized something. I'm free." He said with a small laugh.

"What?" I asked, puzzled.

"Ever since I moved in with you to escape Step A**, things have been amazing. Other than that one thing, ya know." He said, his eyes darkening. "But, when I moved in with you, I was so happy to live with my best friend, and escape my terrible step dad. And you finally got the courage to tell me how you really felt, and we started dating. And I realize, that no matter what's happened, whether it be with Step A**, Kora, or anyone, nothing will ever be able to break my love for you. And because of that, I'm free. With you to protect me, I am free now. I'm free to live without my fears. I mean, there's still school, but it's been a little better lately. And that's because I have you. And I just want you to know, Vic, I love you so, so much."

By the time he was finished, there were tears in my eyes. Not tears of sadness, but of happiness. I cupped Kellin's face, and brought my lips to his, kissing him passionately. I brought my tongue across his bottom lip, asking for entrance. He granted me access, and I slid my tongue into his mouth.

The passionate kissing soon turned into a heated make out session. Kellin and I both had our shirts off, and we didn't plan on stopping anytime soon. Kellin soon reached for the button on my jeans, trying to undo it and the zipper. His hands were shaking, so I let out a laugh against Kellin's mouth, and helped him. Kellin stood up off of my lap, and allowed me to pull down my pants. I threw them somewhere in the room, not caring where.

I stood up along with Kellin, and put my hands on his hips, pulling him towards me and kissing him once again. Kellin puts his arms around my neck, and kissed me harder. I reached to undo the button on his pants, and pull them down, leaving us both in our boxers.

"Do you have the stuff?" Kellin asked.

"Yeah." I said. "Are you sure you're ready, Kells?"

"I'm absolutely sure." He said, and I nodded.

*smut smut smut*

Kellin and I lay exhausted, on my bed, panting. "That was...wow." Kellin said.

"Yeah." I agreed. I rolled onto my side, pulling Kellin against my chest. "I love you so much." I breathed.

"I love you, too." Kellin said, yawning.

"Are you tired, baby?" I asked, causing him to nod in response. "Let's go to sleep then." I said, looking at the clock, realizing it was 9:30.

Kellin nodded, and I kissed his forehead. "Go to sleep, Kells." I said, only to realize he was already fast asleep. I feel asleep soon after, being grateful I had this amazing boyfriend in my life.

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Hey guys. Sorry it's been so long since I've updated. I haven't had much inspiration lately, but I recently completed my Kohnnie fanfic. I've been reading some amazing fanfics by StayStrongLittleLove , and they're really inspiring me. So I thought, why not update some of my fanfics. So here we are!

Also, I'm really sorry I didn't actually write smut, it's just really awkward and stuff. So, yeah. Sorry.

I hope you guys enjoyed the update!! I love you all!!

Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
-Raylee

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