I'm sure We've all been sad at one point . This past month or two if been so ...... Its hard to explain.
First of all , I now realise people are basically treating me like shit and they're talking shit about me. But one thing you realise is you can't skip school or distance yourself from people , once someone walks up to you and starts talking you can't be like oh im trying to avoid you because you treat me like shit . It hurts when you do things like tell me im ugly or stupid because all I think is I really am stupid.
Secondly , when people notice your sad they try to cheer you up and you can't tell them to leave you alone because you want to kill yourself . or other people will be like stop being bi-polar and stop wanting attention but guess what can't control what people say and what time they s say it . I can't control my emotions while reading a suicidal book.
Thirdly , seeing people around you be happy makes you wonder how blessed they are , im just waiting for my time.
Fourthly , some people don't even notice that as strong as your walls are , inside there's a war going on .
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Goodnight everyone ❤
