Chapter 14

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-Leia-

Shockwaves erupted through my spine as I followed Harry through the slow kiss. It wasn't the kind of kiss you had when you were about to have sex. It was........different. I couldn't even bring myself to put it in a understandable sentence.

I put my hand in his hair, my hand caressing his soft curls.

What the hell was I doing.

"Harry" I murmured.

"Yesss" Harry murmured back still kissing me.

I broke away from Harry and looked at him dead in the eye. His green eyes stared back at me, and even though it was dark outside, I could almost see them shining. My stomach began to hurt as I began to think of the words to say next.

I just fucking kissed Harry Styles.

I could practically see all the crazed Harry Styles lovers murdering me in their sleep.

Oh god what was I doing.

"HARRY" I said again, this time screaming, "you...kissed me" I said in a quieter tone.

Harry leaned back down, his back touching the grass again. He looked up at the sky and put his hand on his forehead, "I know I did"

There was a brief silence for a bit.

Finally Harry decided to speak, "Leia, be honest with me.....do you um like me".

"Course I like you Harry, your one of my best friends" I said sneakily avoiding the question.

"I know, but do you liiiiiiiiiiiike me"

I let out a small laugh to ease the tension. I then sighed and opened my mouth, "I don't think you need all that 'i' ....but yes, I do"

As I said the words I felt shock weave throughout myself. I can't believe I just told Harry I liked him. Did I really just do what I thought I did?

"Then....what's the problem"

I looked at Harry again, "everything and you know that" I gestured to him, then me, "we could never work. I'm a poor orphan who doesn't have a future, your a famous celebrity that can have any girl he wants......I'm me. Your you.....so Harry, while we're still living here" I took a deep breath, "stay away from me please".

"But.....Leia...." He grabbed my face in his hands, "tell me you felt the sparks too?".

Of course I felt them. How could I not of? There was just something different about Harry. The way our mouths moved in perfect sync as soon as our lips touched. How my body fit just right with his. Like a missing piece in a puzzle.

But no matter how much I wanted him.

I couldn't.

It was too much.

He was too much.

I looked away from him tears starting in my eyes, "I want to go back to Liam's house now......let's go".

"But...".

"LET'S. FUCKING. GO".

Harry closed his mouth and didn't utter another word. We walked over to the car and I pulled the passenger seat door open.

The whole ride home I didn't look at Harry.

I didn't dare to.

-Niall-

My stomach rumbled as I flopped over, my mattress hitting my face, my blankets being suddenly thrown off.

I groaned.

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