If Love Was Real

Chapter 2- saying I'm sorry

I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT

SORRY FOR MISTAKES

AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END

THANKS TO @1D_spn_love FOR SOME IDEAS!

Jacqueline's P.O.V

When we were on our way to Hanan's house Sara turned on 104.5 chum fm. Songs like "we can't stop" and "inner ninja" came on. After "inner ninja" played one of my favorite songs came on. It was Bruno Mars "treasure". Sara and I laughed, then we started to sing along with the song.

"Treasure, that is what you are!

Honey, your my golden star,

I know you can make my wish come true,

If you let me treasure you, if you let me treasure you, oh, oooohhhhhh!"

While Sara and I laughed, I went into my purse and pulled out the new CD I bought from the mall.

"Are you gonna play Unorthodox Jukebox?" she questioned me as if she knew what I was doing.

"HELL YEAH!" I screamed so loud that I thought someone out side would of heard me.

"Owww, my ears! You don't have to scream! I'm right here!" Sara commented.

"Okay, sorry" we laughed once again and I told her to turn down the next street.

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We walked into my house and I put my bags away.

"Do you want a drink?" I asked Sara.

"Um, no I'm okay I had that slushy at the mall so yeah... Thanks though" she sat on the sofa and took out her phone.

"Okay, well are you ready to go to Hanan's house? I know I'm not ready!" I asked.

"Well yeah its not so much of a big deal for me, it's more of one for you. I mean it's really hard to say sorry to someone after you haven't been talking to that person in a long time, it's also very awkward."

I couldn't think of much to say so I replied with saying "Ok, let's go".

We walked out of the house and started to walk down the street. My stomach was full with fear, wondering how she would react. I mean I know that I told her I was coming to her house but I was still really scared. What would happen if she didn't accept my apologies? What would happen if she did? Everything is so complicated right now and I don't know what to do. But I have to stop making my stomach sick and stop saying "What if" and just do it! And I'm glad I gave myself a mini pep speech because we were already standing in front of her house.

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This was it. This was her door. This was her house. This was the beginning of a new start, hopefully.

I rang her door bell and waited with Sara. It wasn't just me who was scared, Sara's hands were shaking so fast it looked like they were going to fall off! I guess she was lying when she said that she wouldn't be scared because it sure looks like she is! I didn't want to ask her if she was because I knew she wouldn't admit it.

"Hey" I looked up to see who I realized was Hanan. Sara and I stood there frozen, faces pale, palms sweaty, just like we saw a ghost. I didn't know what to say, I was so shocked that I might really be friends with her again.

"Hi" I said sounding a little scared.

"Um, come in?" I knew she was scared too by the tone of her voice "Oh, and watch the cat..."