If Love Was Real

Chapter 8- The start to a simple day

Well my friend went to a One Direction concert on the 1st and I wanted to post this to make her shut up about it... #ILoveYou :)

Sooo I wanted to have nice safe chapters for a bit....so enjoy

Jacqueline's P.O.V

For me, packing things for a trip was hard, but for Hanan, packing things for a trip was easy! I always packed a lot of clothes and fashion items, but for a tour? Now what the hell am I supposed to wear? How am I going to carry all of this? Like a  suitcase, carry on, purse, mini luggage, and a duffel bag Is a lot. I know it may seem like to much but really when your going on tour it isn't! I'm a girl and I need my clothes! I decided to pack all my cutest tank tops, crop tops, sweaters, high wasited shorts, leggings, jeggings, pullover hoodies, jeans, t-shirts, long sleeved shirts, skirts, and cardigans. By the way my bags and luggage is really big. I looked at all the clothes I pulled out and thought there was something missing but I couldn't tell what. I looked a little closer and started a little longer until I knew what was wrong. I needed my party clothes. I went back to my closet and looked for something that I could wear to a party if I got invited to one. Then I found it, the perfect outfit staring right back at me. It was in the back of my walk in closet. I could tell I never wore this outfit before. I unzipped the dress protector and saw my black leather jacket and gold sequin dress.

This was my favorite outfit of all times. It meant so much to me. It was a gift from my papa for my birthday. It was my last birthday I spent with him. He died 9 months after. Oh god I miss him so much. My papa was like a dad to me and because I don't have a dad, I wish my papa was here with me now. My parents got a divorce when I was 14. But when people say "Oh I'm so sorry!" it really pisses me off. Just because my parents got a divorce it doesn't mean I'm upset about it. Felix was not a real dad to me. Even though he is my biological father, he doesn't act like he's my "dad". My papa was a dad to me. He was so much more then that. He was my best friend. He died when I was 15. But I remember him so vividly. It seems like he had passed just 16. I would do anything to get him back. Everything except hurt any other member of my family, unless it was Felix, then I would. I'm glad that my mom got the divorce with him because we are way better without him.

I looked around my closet for some shoes to wear with the outfit. I looked on top of shelves and in my drawers and then finally decided to look in my shoe closet. My shoe closet is a separated closet from my clothes and is where I keep all of my fancy shoes. I only go to my shoe closet when I need fancy shoes that I rarely wear. I walked into the separate closet that was smaller then my main one and stared at the walls of shoes. I had my shoe closet nice and organized. I customized it to have shelves instead of a hanger pole to go all around the closet from ceiling to floor. It was beautiful. I never go in my shoe closet unless I really need too. I try not to wear all my fancy shoes so much because I don't want to scuff up the souls of the shoes as much. The closet wasn't fully filled with shoes but it was just enough to say that I have a pair of fancy high heels for for every day in a month and a half, maybe even longer.  I looked around the closet and scanned the walls. I looked back at the gold sequin dress that I held in my hands and back at the walls of shoes. I looked at the shoe wall that displayed natural coloured shoes. I checked to see if I had any strappy type of shoe to wear with the dress. Luckily for me I found a gorgeous pair of shoes that I could wear with the dress. It was a 4 and a half inch heel. It was a beautiful natural colour of beige and had many but not too many sparkly straps going up to the ankle in a crossed pattern.  I tried on the shoes and they looked so gorgeous on me. They made my legs look so much longer and even more toned then when they were without the heels on. I go to the gym a lot so my legs look healthy and lean for when I wear dresses, shorts, or skirts.