Niall Horan imagines

He cheats while your engaged

Niall's P.O.V.

I don't know why I'm doing this.

My mind is all over the place. I can't think. I don't know what I'm doing. I can't think straight.

I keep going to the bar every night because I have so many problems in my life.

Right now I'm laying on Y/N and I's bed. I'm thinking of telling her what happened last night but in the same time I don't want to.

I know relationships are supposed to be telling the truth but I can't tell my baby girl what happened last night.

She'll break up with me. She wouldn't love me anymore. She would never forgive me.

It's not my fault that I cheated. I didn't cheat some girl came up to me and kissed me. Of course I did kiss back because my stupid brain wasn't working.

The random girl from the bar took me to her house. She wanted a one night stand so I agreed I wasn't thinking. I did something wrong and I don't know how to fix it.

The problem is that we're engaged and I don't want to break up. I want to marry Y/N but after I cheated I don't think I'll ever see her again.

She means the world to me. Without my baby girl I don't know what I would do. We've never cheated in our relationship.

I really want to-

My thoughts were interrupted by a bell ringing. I got up and went downstairs. I opened the door and it was Y/N.

"Hey baby," Y/N said. I hugged her so tightly. That's when I started crying on her shoulder.

"Ni, baby what's wrong? Why are you crying?" She quickly said as she closed the front door.

"C-can I explain this i-in our room p-please?" I stuttered.

"Yeah sure," she said as we walked upstairs to our room.

She sat down next to me on our bed. Well it's not going to be our bed after I tell her this. I'm just overthinking.

"So, um last night you're probably wondering why I came late?" She nodded and I sighed.

"I-i came late because I was at the bar, I got drunk but not that much. As I was dancing on the dance floor this random girl came up to me and pulled me into a kiss." I was looking at my hands and playing with them the whole time as I was saying that.

"Did you kiss back?" She questioned.

"Sadly yes and I didn't like it," I honestly said.

"Niall, why?"

"Why what?"

"Why did you kiss back? I thought you were in a relationship with me."

"I wasn't thinking I had so many things going on in my life and drinking helps it cure," I truthfully said.

"What else happened?" She asked.

Oh no.

Should I tell her?

I should. Honesty is good.

"My mind wasn't  thinking and she took me to her house, I don't remember but she took me to her room and she wanted a one night stand and well you know i um gave it to her." I shakily said that.

"WHAT?"  Y/N screamed as she stood up from the bed.

"It's not my fault I was drunk, drinking gets my problems away baby."

"No, don't fucking baby me right now."

"What?" I asked.

"Yeah we're done I guess we're not getting married after all, here's the ring give it to someone who you truly love with all of your heart," she sadly said as she got off her engagement ring off and put it on my bare shaky hand.

"NO BABY PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME I HAVE NO ONE," I screamed as I ran after her.

"I'm leaving bye and don't ever talk to me again," she said as she left.

Right there she left.

I ran after her but she's in her car and I forgot my car keys inside so i just ran after her but as i was crossing the street a car came and everything went black.

I felt numb. I can't feel anything. I just see nothing it's pitch black.

I guess I died.

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HELLO!! This was short but I wanted to update bc it's my birthday todayyyyy. Ayee.

Omg I'm so old.

When's you're birthday and how old are you? (It's okay if you don't want to say)

Okay bye babes. Love you all so freaking much like my love for you all is big. ❤️