Our Misadventures

Not So Perfect

Vic P.O.V

I walked out of the room and immediately burst into tears. How could he say that about us? Was everything that bad to him? I dont understand. I kept silent as my tears rushed down my face. 

I leaned myself on the door and heard Kellin singing from the other side. It was feint, but I could hear what he was saying. "Even now its still not so clear, and your voice is the music I hear." He finished then returning to cry. I softly whispered to him through the door. "You are still the orange to the sunset in my dreams.." 

I slowly got up when I heard footsteps from the otherside. I wiped my eyes and waited for the door to open. Slowly but surely the door opened and there stood a very sleepy, bruised, emotionless Quinn. He looked at me and studied my features and started trembling. Kellin mouthed something but he always spoke so quietly I couldn't hear it. He slowly stepped closer to me grabbing my hand and pulling me back into the room. What was happening, time to find out.

Kellin locked the door and faced me. I looked back at him with a sympathetic eyes and I was surprised what I saw in his. Kellin's eyes held... Anger. I never thought such a pretty face could be so angered, but I was in for something. "Kellin...." I couldnt get another word out before his lips crashed against mine. Shocked, but aware of what he was doing, I placed my hands on his waist causing him to only become more aggressive. Whatever was into Kellin right now was perfectly fine with me. He backed me up against the wall trying to gain the dominant side, I flipped him around so that are positions switched and almost instantly he was following my lead. Kellin wrapped his arms around my neck not breaking the kiss. I picked him up, his legs went around my waist as I continued to invade his mouth. I deepened the kiss and slided my tongue against his bottom lip causing him to let out a small innocent moan. I carried him over to my bed and straddled him as he tangled his hands in my hair. I pulled away slowly still inches away from his face. "I missed this, I missed you." I said smiling. Kellin smiled back and kissed me softly and sweetly. 

"Look Vic, as much as I would love to continue this. We need to confront the past, ok?" Kellin said looking up at me. I frowned sighed and I knew Kellin was right. I removed myself from him and sat next to him as he turned to face me on my bed. "What is it Kellin?" I asked slightly concerned. Kellin looked at me and frowned. "Vic... Why do you hurt the ones you love?" He finished looking me dead in the eyes.

I froze and continued to look at Kellin. I could either fix this, or screw it up. 

Kellin's P.O.V 

As much as I loved romantic encounters with Vic, this was the one thing on my mind. A question I have been waiting to ask him ever since we started having a relationship again. I looked at Vic with the determination that he has an answer to this. He continued to look down, and contemplated the question. 

Vic sighed and looked up at me. Something was off, his eyes filled with passion and sadness. Two emotions that did not got well together. He took my hand and began to explain, from the beginning. "You know I regret hurting you and taking out all my anger on you when things got complicated. I know you thought that I loved him more than you because of how I was acting, that was my fault. The abuse, the scars, the yelling, the arguements, all of it was because I couldn't even handle the situation myself. All of this proves that I was in a dark place in my life and I was scared to tell anyone the truth. In all reality, and I never mentioned this to you before, he would force me to be with him all the time. He would threaten me that if he ever saw me with you or if you found out he would have ended me. I had to continue hurting you both mentally and physically to show him that I belonged to him when really everytime I hurt you only made me hate him more and feel more sympathy for you. When I heard you cry in the middle of the night, screaming for someone to help you, I hated everything. I wanted so bad to go with you and tell you everything was ok, but if I had told you the truth then, you wouldnt trust me. Everytime you broke down, I fell apart. And I-" I cut him of by leaning my head on his shoulder.

My voice shook as I tried to speak. "So you continued all of this because you thought I would be happy? All the harsh words and insults were fake? You did all this to protect me but majorly hurt me at the same time. And the only reason you didnt say anything is because of Jaime's restriction on you?... That only proves that you hate him more." 

Vic stroked my head as I begin to cry on his shoulder. "Yes... and I always will be.. My heart belongs to you and only you.. No false feelings, cruelty, or anything else. I just want you to be happy." Vic whispered. I looked at him. "I am happy..... Happy with you..." Vic smiled. "Ill do anything to keep it that way." 

Vic wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me down on the bed and into the covers. His steady heartbeat made me fall asleep instantly. Dreaming of Happiness. 

(Finally some back story xD Now some of what happened in the Kellic's past has been revealed. More chapters to come. And Who knows about Johnnie and Kyle... Secrets will be uncovered)