Our Misadventures

Failure and Pain

Kellin's P.O.V.

After leaving Vic, I knew it was a mistake. As soon as I walked into the front door of my house, the tension already started building. Johnnie stood in the hallway that lead to the kitchen where my parents both stood and yelled at the both of us. My father pinned Johnnie to a wall and said all of his secrets aloud. I tried to get him out of there but my effort was called short when I was pulled to the floor by my abusive user. He released us both and Justin picked me up to lead me to the basement to do what he has been waiting years to do again. I cried as I kept my eyes on Johnnie not breaking until the door was shut. 

I was thrown onto the bed and instantly scrambled off it and ran for the door. I was almost out until Justin grabbed me forcefully by my waist and carried me. "LET ME GO." I cried as I kicked and screamed at Justins legs. "Oh shut up will you, you're getting so annoying." He answered throwing me on the bed and tied my down. He moved closer to my face and looked me in the eyes, I didnt like being this close to him I never did. "Listen Kellin, we could do this the easy way or the hard way..." He said. I thought about it for a second and replied "E-Easy..." I stuttered, what have I done.

Justin nodded and loosened the restraints around my wrists. What was he planning? Could I actually get away with this? He leaned back and stared into my eyes. I could feel that something was about to happen. "Kellin, take of your shirt.." He said. Knowing that something bad would happen if I didnt, I slowly removed my shirt revealing my many scars and pale small frame. He looked at me with a look that held both sympathy and hate. Couldnt tell which one he was showing more.

He leaned forward and forcefully grabbed my hair and pulled my face to his. I didnt look away, I couldnt. I know what he was capable of doing to me if it was against my will and or me being unconscious. "The scars I gave you... they've faded.." Justin said with anger in his voice. I slowly nodded but thats where i went wrong. 

He picked me up a threw me on the couch that was located in the middle of the room. I curled up with my knees against my chest, I awaited his next move. Justin slowly approached my with a metal chain and started swinging it. "This is the easy way... I know it doesnt seem like it but its what you deserve." He said trying to persuade me that everything was ok, that was a lie. The metal hit my skin and almost instantly bruised it. I screamed in pain getting up from the couch as he continued to whip me down to the floor again. Getting up I ran as fast as I could out of the basement door and ran through the main hall, my father saw me and came after me but i didnt care I had to get out of here. I was reaching for the front door and before I could open it, the glass shattered and sent my to the floor. I couldnt move, Im pretty sure that there was glass inside my body, but I wasnt worried about that. I was lifted from my position still in shock of what just happened and what worse things can happen when I go back down to the place I can no longer call my bedroom. I allowed him to take me back and I was beat one again even harder. Justin beat me until the bruises and cuts that had been inflicted opened causing me to almost pass out. 

This was my life now... might as well try..