forever forgotton memories (or are they?)

A small boy crying. a boy who looked somehow familiar. Oak brown hair and pale but not sickening pale skin. I looked at his hands and flinched back a bit. blood. the hands covering his face had blood all over them. I have always been afraid of blood since i can remember..... or at least up until i was 12. "F-felix they got me..... they got me..... what did i do to deserve this?" Hey... my names Felix! How did this kid know my name? But then somthing struck me. i looked at my body and somthing popped up inside in my head. i was wearin the same clothes as when I looked at a picture of a 7 year old me in my mothers photoalbum. " Ryan! who did this to you?!" I didnt even mean to say it. its like my lips had a ming of their own. but then my legs started moving towards 'Ryan' involontarily. I knelt down beside him and took his hand away from his face. i gasped. there was a huge bloody scar in the prosess on his face. His hair was covering his eyes so i couldnt see his eyes very well. I kissed the line of the forming bloody scar. shit... what am i doing? The boy giggled and smiled a bit. " I love you, Felix." and then there was nothing. and then my ceiling. a dream.

nothing but a dream. Ive been having this dream for about a week or so, but i can never get over the shock of hoe realistic and familiar this scene seemed.  I got out of bed. today was my fist day of junior year in my highschool, Tech International. Im exited a bit but ya know, school... seven crappy hours of our lives. am i right? I got ready quickly and got in my lincon. a nice slick black car i saved a bunch of money for. I drove up the road and took a left turn at the intersection and i was at the school. For some reason i kept thinking about that little boy in my dream and my head started to pound. I pulled up into the parking lot and got out of the car. For some reason, as soon as i stepped into the school, I felt a warm rush over my body. not because of the heating though. This is the warm feeling you get when your near a loved one. I was about to head toward my lockre when i heard sobbing. i followed thesounds and came upon a boy aroung my age siiting up against the wall. but he wasnt alone. the 3 biggest bullies in our school were hiddled around him kicking him and grabbing at his face. I always felt like ive known these bullies forever but i met them when i came back to school when i was about 13.... after te accident.

I came up to the bullies and grabbed two of the guys shirts. and pulled them away and punched the third guy. the first two tried to get up but i jumped and landed on their backs, knocking the air outta them.  The boy they were picking on had ........ oak brown hair and pale skin. But i ouldnt see his face because he wore a 'sup mask. I looked at him quizzingly but he didnt so much as flinch back. I helped him up off the floor. " Hey.... sorry bout them, they are always like that.... so whats your name? you must  be new here." " uh... ya im new here... my names Cry."

i blushed a bit, notthat that means anything. his voice is just sexy... a bit of heava wrapped up in vocal chords. but for some reason it didnt suprise me that he had this voice. Anyone would have been suprised, but why not me. and why a hell am i blushing?! " so uh... Felix....." wait.... i never said my name! " how do you know my name?" " wait dont you remember? remember our childhod? remember how we were before, remeber me?" he grabbed his mask and pushed it up a bit so his mouth was showing " No i dont remember anything. i lost my memory when i was 12..." Cry's smile fell into a sad frown and grabbed my aarms. " Maybe this'll make you remember....." He pulled me close and kissed me. i was stunned. i saw an image before my eyes. the same small boy from the dream apeared before me. I saw his eyes though. green eyes witha blur tint to them looked happily at me. he looked older than before, maybe 11 year old. " Felix, even though your leaving, you have to remember me. One day you have to come back..... and when you do you have to promise with everthing ya got we will be together as lovers." " Okay Ryan, i promise, I love you" then the memory or vision or whatever it was stopped. he pulled away with a hopfull grin on his face. I could feel his eyes starin at me with hope through the mask staring at me. " I-im sorry, i dont remember." I then pushed him away and looked at him sadly...... But he does seem familiar, maybe he will be of some use.