forever forgotton memories (or are they?)

another part revealed...... the most important part

This cry kid is really desperate. We both agreed on 2 things though. That we would be friends and that i will let him help me recover my memories, to any extent......... I was heading to his house today. Right after i got out of school i would have to head to his house. He said he would pick me up and then drop me back at the school, But i might be there for i while.... that part made my stomach tingle a little. But as soon as the end bell rang i jumped out of the classroom to grab my crap as soon as i could. I felt a arms wrap around my waist while i was packing up and my face turned the color of a tomato. an image of 2 boys hugging came across my mind, but it soon disappeared. " you almost ready, Felix?" " ya almost, just need my geometry notebook..." He nodded and tightend his grip. One of his fingers started to play with the hem of my jeans, but i swatted i away quickly, i mean, we're at school and we are only friends....... at least i think so. he shares such a resemblance to the boy in the dreams and visions... Ryan was it.. ya ya it was. Once i was done he dragged me out to his ford X- series. he started up his truck and all of a sudden Black Veil Brides started laying through the speakers. " you uh.. listen to Black veil brides?" Cry turned so his mask was facing me. " Ya i do as a matter of fact. do you Felix?" "ya sometimes... I really like the Knives and Pens song" " me too, see Felix? something we have in common!"I laughed a little at his enthusiasm. I didn't realize how much time had passed so it didn't seem that long until we pulled up to a long, paved driveway. It led to a nice medium sized house that wasn't far away from being my house's size. he got out of the truck and ran to my side to open my door for me. he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the front door. he pulled out a Key that had a 'sup guy key chain attached to it. it was rather cute. he opned the door and welcomed me inside. I went inside and he closed the door behind him. he took my hand in his and i blushed to such an extent i felt as though i would faint. His free hand looped around my lower back and pulled me close. I could feel how hot his breath ws on my neck. he licked my ear and i shiverd. he started kissing my neck and i tried to mpull away. seeing as how strong he was though, it was hard to beleive i was the one who saved him. " so uh cry....... could you stop for a sec?... ah!" He stopped at my jawline and pulld away. " yes Felix?" " could you tell me if your name is really your nameor not, ya know cause you say we had a promise and helping me remember and all....." He smiled a little. " ya of course love, My real name isnt Cry, its Ryan...." shit, he called e love..... god stop blushing you stupid face! " Uh okay...... and i have this dream somtimes and... "whay was i telling him this? I barely know him " and........ what?" "I need to see your face." His smile dropped to a frown. " Im afraid i cant do that, at least not yet.." I looked at him disapointed. " then i guess your not MY Ryan then....." " wait Felix! please trust me, you dont wanna see my face" " Just drop me back off at the school, Cry, I think ive had enough" he just stared at me with his mouth agape. " No, not yet you dont know enough!" " Yes i do cry! i saw the accident i saw the promise! I saw the love and now all i need to see if your face!!" " his mouth pulled up a little and i could feel his eyes boring into my soul. " Okay fine, but you might not like what you see..." He untied the strings behind his head and put one hand on his mask. His entire face was revealed and i gasped