forever forgotton memories (or are they?)

things from the past

Ryan... you aren't my Ryan..... Ryan had blue/green eyes.... you have red. you look just like him, scar and all but......  your smile was more wolf like. My ryan's lips are soft and gentle. i should have known this wasn't my Ryan from the start. his voice was more rough, and when he grabbed onto my waist at school, his fingernails were way to sharp. not to mention my Ryan said we would just be friends until my memories are recovered. I was tied up in the back of the truck and had tape over my mouth, was this even this Ryan's car? or truck.. whatever! I got knocked out and being kidnapped by someone other than Ryan. that was all i knew for now. The truck stopped and whoever was driving it got out, but my door nrver opened. Instead i heard a loud scream and a thud. my door opened and i opened my eyes. a 'sup mask greeted me. I acted on insticts and punched it. i heard the person yelp. but then i remember what the other ryan was wearing. this one had on a green hoodie and white skinney jeans. the other had a red tee and sweatpants. I got out of the car and ran to Cry's side. "Oh my god Ryan Im so sorry i though you were the other guy!" Its fine, Felix.... Now you wanted to see my face didnt you?" how did he know that? it was just me and the other psycopath in his house." Oh ya i was locked in the closet by the way..." i nodded and he brought his hands up to his mask. His face was now fully exposed..... and now i was crying. This was my cry... wait no my ryan.... my thing of the past and the future. my love