I don't know how to describe the course of things that have happened
I can just say that I'm glad things became this way
Because without all the pain
All the heartache
All of the 4am breakdowns
All the love and hate and extreme emotions pouring out
All the mishaps and happy moments
Every single decision we made led up to this
Almost nothing has changed
My heart still hurts sometimes
I still hurt sometimes
I still love and hate and feel as much as I possibly can handle
And shit still happens
And I still breakdown at 4 in the morning and so do you
The only difference is this time we have each other
Not as friends or best friends like before
But as something more
When we break down at 4am we can think to ourselves "why am I sad again?"
Because we can talk to the other
We can work through the problems without fear
We don't have to be afraid anymore
Because as long as I have you I don't fear anything
So when I'm feeling down, or scared of the future, or stressed, I just think to myself
"This is okay. I'm not alone. I love and am loved back in return."
And what more could I ask for?
Finding love in the 4am breakdowns
What a lucky person I am
