Part 34 - Done

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*****STEF'S P.O.V.*****

I wake up and I hear someone yelling. I look at my white celing. I suddenly remember Hannah and Ingrid. I sit up so fast that I get dizzy. There are tears in my eyes. I'm not really sure what's going on. I look around. WHAT THE FUCK? NO! IT'S NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE! I'm in my room at the orphanage. Someone opens my door. I look to see who it is, it Mrs. Jones.

"Get the fucking hell up! I've been calling you 30 minutes! You're going to miss adoption day!" She yells.

"What? I thought I was...oh." At first I'm confused, then I realize it was all a dream. There never was a Hannah or Ingrid. I didn't kill the man who has been terrorizing me my whole life, there is no Kendra or Jack. I was never adopted. Nobody cares about me.

She gives me a weird look. "Just get ready! Do you want to be adopted? No that anyone would want to adopt you!" She snaps.

"Okay, okay! I'm getting ready." I say.

"Don't give me any fucking attitude!" She yells and walks away.

I'm sad that the dream wasn't real, but happy that it wasn't at the same time. If it had been real then someone would have cared about me at some point. But if it was real then Hannah and Ingrid would actually be dead.
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Nobody adopted me that day. Or the next. Or for the next 4 years. The only time I leave the orphanage is to go to school, where I get bullied. Nobody cared, not even today. I never got adopted, I was never loved, I was always bullied. I'm done with life. Whoever finds this, you probably won't care, but goodbye.

I write the last words. I put the pencil down and tape the not to my shirt. I grab the rope and tie it around my neck. I tie it to the celing fan and jump off my bed.

*The newspaper the next day*

Stef Perchson age 18 committed suicide yesterday. She was in an orphanage for most of her life. Her track record of families that adopted her wasn't good. Every family that adopted her was murdered.

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