Born Of Flames **Watty Finalist 2013** (Book 1 of The Born Series)

Nothing worth having is easy

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HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTER : NOTHING WORTH HAVING IS EASY

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Today was the day that we were finally going back to the kingdom these last three weeks had been better than I expected. Lucian and I were closer than ever and we really had connected on so many level and we had more in common then we both thought. It was bittersweet going back home I knew that I would have to talk to Gabriel and I had to do it as soon as I got back. Gabriel went to school a few hours away and stayed with relatives while he attended classes of course our date back is the day he leaves for school.

So he insisted he come up sometime to see me but I didn’t want him to waste the trip I would feel even more like shit. So the plan was to see him before he left I didn’t want to lead him on he was a good guy but he was no Lucian. I thought it was going to be a hard decision but it seemed to be easier than I thought, the last few days we spent just enjoying each other. We hadn’t had sex since the first time which was Lucian’s idea he felt guilty for the first time even though I assured him I loved every moment of it.

Deep down I knew he didn’t want us to get to close if I ended up not wanting to give him and I a chance. Every time Gabriel would call he would want to distance himself and I couldn’t blame him we would be cuddling all romantic and then I get a text from another guy. I hated making him feel that way especially because I knew that if I was him I would feel the same. So we were finally going home and I could finally have a heart to heart with Kurianna I hoped she wouldn’t be pissed at me.  She had called me a lot these last three weeks but I didn’t want to talk about anything over the phone. If I was honest with myself I also thought that things would go so bad there would be nothing to tell.

A knock at my door brought me out of my thoughts and the door slowly creaked open. “Hey the driver is here he loaded up our luggage already.”

“Okay I’m slipping on my shoes.” I replied. I had on gold sandals with a black half shirt that showed off a little bit of my stomach. I had on light blue jeans with gold specs on them and a few rips along the knees I had all my hair slicked back in a simple ponytail.

Lucian walked over to me and held out his hand. “Are you ready to go brown eyes?”

“Ready no but we can’t hide out here forever.” I smiled

“We don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for.” He replied softly as we walked out of what was my bedroom for these last three weeks.

“No I do I just never broke up with someone before I mean I really nervous I don’t want him to hate me.” I admitted.

We stepped outside and I took in all that was Lasenberg I would truly miss this place. “There is no way anyone could hate you, your sweet and he has to know that. You aren’t the type of girl to do thing out of malice or without a thought for others that’s what makes you so special.”

I blushed at his comment. “I’m not perfect.”

“Yes you are your perfect for me.” He replied as he slipped his hand into mine and we walked to the car.

We slid inside and Lucian wasted no time laying his head on my lap it was something we had started doing regularly. I rubbed my hands through his wet hair he hadn’t even took the time to spike it I had told him one time he looked good fresh out the shower. It felt good to know that he cared about what I liked and it was really sweet at the same time I had never see him without spiked hair.

“Well lets enjoy our alone time while we still got it.” I said as I leaned down and kissed him softly. The closer we got the more intense the tingles got.