Without You... (Iron Fey Fanfiction. 2nd book to Meghan's Life.)

Chapter 11

Meghan's P.O.V

"Meghan." Devin called as I returned from the kitchen with my bag of chips.

"Hmm?" I mumbled with my mouth full.

"I'm gonna head out now. I'm not quite sure where Rob and Ash are but I'm sure it won't take too long to find them. I will try and get your stuff from your cabin while I'm out but for now...go to sleep. Both of you."

"Alright, mom." Johnathan said. I laughed and Devin smirked. Sitting my chips down on the table next to the couch, I walked to Devin and gave him a quick hug.

"Be careful, please." I whispered in his ear. He nodded and left out the door. I stared at the door a moment longer before turning back to John.

"Now that were alone..." He started.

"Haha. No." I said, plopping down on the couch again. I shoved a few more chips in my mouth and moaned in delight. I caught John staring at me with a smile and I stopped mid chew. "What?" I said.

"Nothin. Nothing at all." He said, the smile never leaving his face.

"May I get a cover and maybe a pillow?" I asked, bunching up the now empty bag of chips and throwing it in the trash.

"Oh! Yeah, my bad. I almost forgot." He zoomed up the stairs, returning a moment later and almost tripping in the process of coming back down the stairs. He held out a folded fluffy, pink blanket and a black pillow. "I thought you might like it. Got it for you a while back..." He said at my awed look.

"Thank you," I said, grabbing the blanket and pillow. He said goodnight and walked up to his room, closing the door behind him. I sighed and got comfortable on the couch, which regardless of whatever John says, is actually pretty comfy.

I wonder what they're doing? I thought. Are they sleep, or are they still looking for answers? I wonder if Puck has been able to keep Ash's joy up. I know that's really hard for him to do sometimes and...I really want to tell him to smile but I just can't. I want to take a risk and fight this together like we usually do, but the price I would have to pay is just too high. God, I don't even know anymore. I don't know what's capable of happening anymore. I just know I can't lose them both, not to some chick who doesn't even sound like she's hit puberty yet. Uggh. I'm so tired but...I hope there looking for answers because truth be told...I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.

I sighed, reached next to me and turned off the lamp, dozing peacefully off to sleep.