Beautiful Nightmare

Chapter 1

I couldn't stand my life anymore. I don't have my mother by my side, I had to "brake up" with my boyfriend because I had to move to Miami, and my ex-boyfriend treats me like I'm a bitch. I was certain about the decision I'm going to make: I'm going to kill myself.

I could see that I was no longer wanted. And why should I live if my life is miserable? I looked at my arms and I could see the scars from when I cut myself. I wanted to cry, but that wasn't going to help me now. I left the note I wrote about my pains in life on my bed.

I looked at the time on my watch and it was 11:20 PM. What a perfect time to just casually go for a walk to the bridge. I slyly walked downstairs (since I didn't want my dad to hear me) and opened the front door quietly.

I made sure I shut the door completely and began walking towards the local creek. I felt 2 soft tears shed down my face. I miss my old boyfriend. If I hadn't moved, I wouldn't be making this decision now.

Within a short amount of time, I made it to the creek. I looked down from the bridge and it wasn't a long fall, but the waters were pretty deep. I could hear the waters roaring as it was flowing quickly down stream. I wish there was someone in this world who would understand me, but nobody does.

I closed my eyes and positioned myself so that I'd be ready to just fall in. As I was about to throw myself in, I felt 2 hands grab my body tightly.

I was so frightened because I didn't know what to expect. I was pulled towards a tree with my eyes still closed. I slightly opened them and I saw not my father, but a guy that was about 17 years old with dark brown hair that slightly moved in the wind, bright, hazel eyes and muscular arms covered with tattoos.

He looked at me with a crooked smile and said, "hey sweetheart how you doin'?" I was frightened and tried to fight from his grasp but he was too strong for me. I tried to retaliate, but he just held on tighter.

"I saw you about to jump in that river, what do you wanna die for?" I didn't say anything and he continued to stare at me, waiting for an answer.

Right before he was about to ask me again, a couple of guys came out from the other side of the bridge and said, "Austin where the hell have you been? We've been waiting for almost an hour."

Austin, that was his name.

"Where's our pot, bro? You can hang out with girls another time." He let go of me with one arm and reached into his pocket for a bag of pot cigarettes. "Here take em'. I'll meet you guys tomorrow I'm too busy now."

Busy? Oh G-d, that meant he wasn't finished with me.

"As I was saying, why do you want to die?" I still didn't answer him and he said, "if you don't answer me it's not going to end well for you." Does he mean to kill me? Because I already had all those intentions upon myself.

"I hate my life. People treat me like shit and my moms not here with me." He pulled me in closer to him and said, "what's your name baby girl?"

I was truly frightened of him. I didn't know what I should do. Should I run? There's a chance I might not make it back home though. Should I say my name?

"Nikki", I began to say almost out of breath. "My name is Nikki". He continued to look at me with that same crooked smile with his black lip ring shining bright for the remaining sunlight in the sky. He examined me with his eyes and then asked me, "well Nikki, why not take a load off with me huh? lets get wasted. Take the weight of the world off your back for once. C'mon. You and me".

I looked at him suspiciously and then he asked again, "c'mon. It's not everyday I get to make a new friend such as yourself". as he spoke, I could feel his warm breath trail down my neck.

I stepped away from him slightly and asked in a stubborn matter, "and exactly how many 'friends' do you have?" He stuttered a little but then confessed in a sly voice, "I might have a few Nikki"

I rolled my eyes and continued to walk away from him. But the he grabbed me by the waist and spun me towards another tree. "C'mon. Just one night baby girl. Have a few drinks. Take a load off. Spend the night with me".

He walked around me and whispered gently with a sky voice into my ear, "your father will never know anything about tonight. It'll be our little secret". Again, I felt his breath trail down my neck softly.

I nodded softly and he said, "that's a girl. My car is just past here, do you want me to carry you baby?" I shook my head, rolled my eyes and continued walking.

I hated that he kept calling me "baby" or baby girl". I wanted to mention that, but I was afraid he was going to do something bad to me, which I'm sure is already going to happen either way.

I walked past the bushes and saw a black corvette. It was shining with the remaining sunlight and it was just so gorgeous. He then jumped into his car , opened the front door and said, "well, hop in babe".