Beautiful Nightmare

Chapter 19

I looked at the clock and it was 11:36 P.M. I felt my tears urge to fall, and I let them. This was a perfect reason to cry. I wanted to die because life was such a bitch to me. I couldn't stand things anymore. Mom is gone, dad is overprotective, Austin treats me like his little slut. How could things get any worse from this point?

I slowly picked up the knife sitting by my clock. This is it. I grasped it tightly in my hand and took a deep breath. "God", I began to say, if your there, and if you're listening, I'll see you in a bit. Thank you for everything." I picked up the knife and right before I could allow the blade could pierce my body, I heard noise coming from outside.

I opened my side window, and I saw nothing. But I continued to hear it. It sounded like music. I checked my front window, and I saw something I never thought I'd see in my life. I saw Austin serenading me while playing a red guitar. His voice was so beautiful. His eyes sparkled in the moonlight and his smile was flawless. He started walking closer to my window, and bent down closer towards his face.

He finished serenading, and looked at me with a big smile. He bag on to say in his super sexy voice, "he babe. Yea. This is my secret talent. I can sing an play guitar, piano, and drums. Listen, I'm sorry for everything. I admit, I am a badass and I will continue to have those moments. But through it all, I'll always love you. I don't know if you'll take me back now, I wouldn't blame yo-" I didn't care. He was showing enough affection. I bent my face toward his and pressed my lips against his.

The kiss deepened as he put his guitar down. His lips parted from mine as he said, "if it's okay you baby, can I come up to your room?" "sure. I'll ipen the door-" "nah it's fine. I'll climb up." I stepped back into my balcony and saw him climb up closer and closer. He finally stepped into my balcony and he pushed my body against the wall.

His hot breath was trailing down my neck as he said, "I love you babe. This will be a night that you'll never forget. You won't be the same after this." His lips pressed hard against mine as his tongue slid into my mouth. He took off his leather jacket, revealing his muscly tattooed arms. He held me tightly in the as I felt his tongue gliding in my mouth. He took of my shirt forcefully as I took off his tank top. I stared at his sexy, toned abs, as he stared at me saying, "damn you got a good body baby".

He pressed my body against his firmly and again pressed his lips hard against mine. As he continued, he slowly placed me in the bed, with his body grinding on mine. He felt so good. My hand were playing with his hair and I heard him let out a little moan. His lips parted from mine as he said in between breaths, "I love you baby, so much. Never forget that." his arm was wrapped around my body as he continued to look deep into my eyes.