Take a deep breath and hold
Listen to that tension grow....
Someone whispered your name in my soul
And now they're telling me to let go
A bond made so involuntary and forcefully upon me
I cried and on the inside pieces of me broke free
The absence of your Love shook me
Broke me and emptied me
Gone is that ability to trust, gone to waste
Gone is that knowledge of love like a bad after taste
You left me.
Impossible! I would have thought
But it's not my fault.
It's not a choice you made; you didn't decide not to stay.
But as I grow older and wiser
As I grow stronger and healthier,
You are but a man. You cannot break me.
You didn't make me.
But only now I see
I have been made strong; I have been remade, reborn
He's been waiting all along.
This time I cannot be separated from love.
I have found my true love my real love.
He is my inseparable, unbreakable, transcending love.
I am not broken, I am whole
I wish you can find this love inside your soul
And even as you release that breath
That's what it feels like to let go.
This is but a taste, but at least now you know
This is what it feels like, this is love.
....
First Born
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