There are words inside me bubbling to get out
There's something inside me struggling to shout
There's a truth that hasn't been said
And a lie that I know wants me dead
I want to hide while I share myself with you
While I share what I know is true
This personality doubling this ying yang
Causing whiplash to all those in the vicinity
This is a love hate country
This is an island on the brink of consumption
No force to hold back the wave
Loneliness is bad but it's what I crave
To be alone, independent
Looking for happiness in its absence
Deceived by the past pains, forgoing the future gains
Doomed to suffer alone in a single light surrounded by a dark stain
There he finds me and lifts the veil.
There is the mirror of my fate,
Like an idiot I realize
My darkness was but a disguise.
My light was never alone
Our light shone in the sea of understanding
The wave was held back by his love
Our independence, this was never about
Now I see what I truly crave
Freedom, that comes with being saved.
First Born