New Stitches | Suzuya X reader

Explain

You weren't ready for this "training". You weren't ready of anything at this point.

You could see something in Juuzou's eyes, something that said 'I don't want to hurt you.'

It's only been a few days of all kinds of emotions bunched into one, but it seems like forever. Your life keeps changing in ways you wouldn't think could happen. But these things only happened because you were a ghoul.

Your P.O.V

I stood in the dark for awhile until the light came back on. Juuzou wasn't in front of me anymore and i could hear the door shut on the side of me. It was quiet until Akira came in and asked to see me.

"I want you to tell me what Juuzou said to you on the night that I came over."

I didn't want to tell her anything about me being a ghoul, but I felt like I needed to say something about the "incident" we had the same night.

"He told me that whenever I was around, his heart would hurt and he wanted it to stop so he tried to kill me... But after, he started to hesitated and he gave up I guess."

I summarized me and Juuzou's night together to her and it turned into awkward silence between Akira and I.
After a few minutes, she finally said something.

"Wait here, don't go anywhere I'll be right back." She said as she walked out of the room.

I sat their in her office until she came back with Mr. Shinohara. Akira left without another word and shut the door behind her.

"Hello Y/N. I would like to explain Juuzou Suzuya to you."

He sat their and told me every detail about Juuzou's past. I was angry by the fact that he had to live his childhood with ghouls. The same way how I feel sorry for myself that I have to be one.

"He doesn't feel pain. Nor does he feel emotions." Mr. Shinohara said finishing off the story.

"What exactly are you getting at? If he doesn't feel emotion, then why was he crying to me the other day?!" I said

"That's what we're trying to figure out. But it seems as if he's starting to build up emotions."

I wasn't as shocked as I thought I would be. I could tell in his eyes that he cared for me. But I don't exactly know what he feels for me.

"Then again, it may be just a theory. Thank you for telling us. We'll take care of it from here." He smiled a bit and escorted me out the office.

Juuzou found me and we walked back to his apartment. He hummed all the way home, but I was in complete silence trying to put everything that Shinohara said together.

'He doesn't feel pain, nor emotions... huh. Which is why he tried to kill me the other day, cause he couldn't take it'
I thought real hard about yesterday and today's conversation with Akira and Shinohara all the way back to Juuzou's place.

When we finally got back, Juuzou decided to get some food for me. I thought It was a good idea because I wanted some time to think about what I should tell Juuzou.

It took a while before he finally came back with a bag of meat. He took it out of the bag and my mouth was drooling. I asked where he got it from but he didn't answer. Not wanting to know and didn't care, I ate up.

"Hey Juuzou...?"

"Yesss ghoul-chan."

"I wanted to ask... When I'm around you, what do you feel inside.?"
It felt so awkward but I had to know what kind of emotions he feels for me.

"My stomach starts to feel weird. Like u ate some kind of bug... Oh and my heart starts to go crazy for some reason."

He smiled the same he always does.

"Juuzou... Do you know what love is?"

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I feel like I should end it here.
I know I know, I suck at cliff hangers.
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