Confusion and Tears

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You just laid on the couch thinking about the whole conversation between you and Akira. You were worried about what Juuzou would think.

When he finally came home, you ran up to him and started to speak but was cut off.

"Well looky! Your still alive ghoul-chan!" He said so cheerful. "Why do you look so worried?" His words came out as if he can see how you feel by just looking at your eyes.

"Don't Worry about it. I'm sure you will do just fine!" And with that, he left the room. You were confused as to what he was talking about and if he already knew.

You stood their for awhile trying to confirm everything that happened today. When you soon broke out of it, you walked into the bedroom and it was all dark.

All you could see is the moonlight shining out of the window that Juuzou was looking through. The light reflected off of what looked like tears running down his cheeks.

You slowly walked up to him and quietly asked what was wrong. He turned to face you with again, a smile that started to fade into a frown.

"I don't know whats wrong with me... I don't understand?!?" His voice gotten louder and more tears began to fall.

You started to get worried as you scanned his body trying to look for any cuts or bruises, but there was nothing you could fined that was visible to you.

"Did you get hurt?" You were calm from the inside but you knew you were really worried.
"No. I don't feel pain, but whenever I see you... It hurts from the inside!!" More and more tears fell until he stood up straight and forced another smile on his face.

"I know now! I only feel pain when I'm around you, or I can see you, or maybe even think about you... Right?"

You were confused to what he was going at. But you felt familiar to this kind of pain.
"Ghoul-chan... I know how to cure this pain, but you have to stand still okay?"

Okay now you were really worried. Not just for him but for yourself. You looked at him grab KNIVES?!?
"Um! Juuzou! What are you doing?!?!"

Backing up, he looked at you and through a knife at you. You fell to the floor dodging it.
"CRAP! I need to get out of here!"

You opened the door and crawled out real fast trying to get up. You ran to the entrance but it was lock and the door was jammed. You banged on the door trying to call for help.

"I don't understand what this feeling is (Y/N). You can help me by dying." You ran quickly to the living room and was trying to open up a window. Juuzou got a hold of you and pushed you onto the couch.

"Please (Y/N)... Stay still." He crawled onto of you and put the knife to your neck. Tears ran down your face with thoughts of death flowing through your head.

He stared at the tears running down you cheeks and your bright (E/C) eyes. You stopped struggling and stared back at his gaze that left his mouth open a little. He leaned towards you and lightly kissed your lips.

Streams of tears left his eyes as he released the knife and laid on top of you. You were in shock but at the same time... You were smiling, finally understanding what he was feeling.

"Let's get some sleep Juuzou, we have work tomorrow."

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