New Stitches | Suzuya X reader

Childhood

Your Past
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You belonged to a family of 5
You, your mom, dad, little sister, and a big brother. You were all ghouls and your father had past away by commuting suicide with his own kagune. (Sorry if I'm wrong and stuff)

Your mom was caring and would do the best to take care of the families health.
You've always lived in the same small apartment because your sister was always too afraid to go outside.

Your brother thought of mother to be weak cause she would bring only a tiny bit of meat home for the family.

So your brother goes out by himself to find his own food. Later on he was found dead by you and your little sister by some other ghoul that ate him and all that was left was his head.

Your mother became depressed and stayed in bed, giving up on protecting and feeding her children.

Your little sister would be hungry but you were afraid to kill anyone. You were weak. You walked outside to see if you can control you and your sisters hunger by trying to kill someone. You couldn't do it so you ran back and found your mother half eaten on the bed with your raging little 6 year old sister next to her.

She had blood all over her mouth and her eyes turned black, you started realizing she ate her own mother. She turned to look at you and you were scared already knowing that she was still hungry. You knew you had to kill her. So you kneeled down, crying so hard. Letting your kagune release. You covered your eyes and slaughtered your sister dead.

You opened your eyes to see your sisters corpse on the ground. You started off sad then it changed to rage and anger.

You were mad about you being a ghoul. You were angry you were born into this life. You suddenly didn't feel sorry for your sister, nor your brother, mother, and father.

Their dead and their lucky to be dead. You wanted to be dead too. But not by commuting suicide, by fighting other ghouls thinking that you'll save them.

You couldn't take it. Your stomach started to growl and your body became weak. You were still so angry at your family for bringing you into this so you gone crazy.

You started feasting on your sister and the left overs of your mother. You became insane. you past out after that and woke up in a different apartment.

You felt as if you got beaten up so hard, you had scars all over your body. Next to you was a nightstand filled with black coffee cans all empty.

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Sorry for the wait...
This chapter was inspired by one of my best friends. She said she wanted to know about the whole past tense thing so there u go!

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