tincture ↠ j.jk°

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Dear Rinkee,

I know what you're thinking. Why did I leave you? Why did I never tell you these things? Why did I continue doing my job when in the end it would kill me?

It's because I love you.

I love you. I love you from every tale of fantasies you tell me. I love you from every insecurity you have. I love you from every question you ask me. I love you from every time you're there with me.

And I know you're mad at me and you miss me, and I'm sorry. They never were into me, and yet I pushed myself to the limit of trying to sustain a great job. I failed.

I'm writing this because I know I'm dead. I know that I'm no longer breathing in sync with you. I know that your beautiful soft eyes won't see mine. And I'm sorry. I've been a fool and I need to make it up to you.

I love you so much, okay? From the first color to the last, I love you. When everything turns to black, I love you. Look at those white stars that look cheerless and you'll find me in the middle, smiling down at you with the same smirk I've always showed you.

I've always cared about you. From the moment you went blind to the moment we found a cure, you were my priority. And not being with you anymore hurts to a extent that I can't bare, but that means I can protect you better from now on.

All the colors that I taught you, will never go to waste. I know you will never forget them. You won't ever forget me. We won't ever forget each other.

Don't forget your beautiful colors, Rinkee. They make you the most beautiful girl I've ever adored for decades, and more decades to come. They make you the most unique and amazing girl that I fell for 9 years ago, the girl who always colored on her book.

I love you, Rinkee. I love you so much. Smile and stand proud. You're beautiful.

And you know what?

The colors on my shirt were the best tinctures I could give to you.

Love,
Jeon Jungkook

P.S. My friend Taehyung always liked you. Give him a go, okay? For me. Oh, and smile. :)

~ fin ~