The Secrets Of A Wallflower~Larry fanfic

Part 6

Dear friend

We sat in silence as Louis drove down the motorway. We where listen to the radio, the presenter was talking about how gay rights had just been given in America. As the presenter spoke I looked down at my feet smiling to myself, I don't really know what my sexuality it is I guess it is what it is. I mean I have only really had experience with another man and I didn't really give consent to it. As I started to think about Davie and everything that happened I could feel my leg shaking and i body went cold. I started to feel dizzy and my body was going numb. "Harry. Harry you okay?". I felt a hand on my leg but I didn't move my eyes from my feet, I could feel them slowly shutting I tried to keep them open but I lost control on them. I couldn't see anything but I could still hear everything that was going around me. "Harry. Hazza. Hello Harry." I could hear Louis shut off the car and open the door. The next thing I know was that Louis was lifting me from the car seat. "Harry. God."

I woke up in the back of Louis car with my head resting on his lap. I looked up at him ,he was asleep. I just smiled as I looked up as his closed eyes. I quickly shifted my eyes when his flickered open. "Ah Harry you okay?" His voice was harsh and it sent chills down my back. "Yeah. I don't know what happened. Guess I just passed out." "Yeah well you scared me. Once second I was driving along and everything was okay and the next thing I knew you where Shaking all over and then you passed out" "sorry." "It's okay as long as you don't do it agin. You probably scared me". I sat up and felt a pounding headache "ah" "you okay" Louis said as he placed his hands on my back which made me jump. "Yeah. Yeah just got a headache" "here" Louis reached down into the back of the seat and pulled out a water bottle. "It's not been here long I promise". I took the water off him and took a sip of it. "Thank you" I said passing the bottle back to him. I looked out the window and it was pitch black. "Louis what time is it?" "8:30" "what time did I pass out?" "About 2 hours ago" "God. I have to get home my mums going to be so angry with me". "It's okay Harry. I text her from your phone saying that you would be out later" "oh" "I hope you don't mind" "no not at all".  "Harry?" I turn on the seat and face Louis. "Yeah" Louis opened his mouth to talk but nothing came out. He was looking into my eyes not saying a word. "Louis?" His eyes moved from mine to the ground. "Nothing. It doesn't matter." He opened the door beside him and got out of the car. I sat in the car for a minute thinking to myself. I opened the car door and walked around the car, the night air was cold. Louis was standing up against the car looking up at the stars. I walked up to him. "What is it Louis" he just looked at me "it's nothing Harry" he opened the door and sat down in the drivers seat, I walked back around the car and got in.

The diver back to my house was quiet, we didn't speak to each other until we pulled up outside my house and I said goodbye to which Louis nodded. I walked up the path to my house and I waiting till Louis drove off before I walked in. I opened the door and walked in, my mum came out of the kitchen. "You seem to be spending an awful lot of time out with the older kids. Is there a girl we should know about?" I just looked at her. "No mum there is no girl" "if you say so" she smiled and want back into the kitchen. I walked up to my room and collapsed into my bed and fell asleep.

Louis didn't come to school for the next two weeks and when ever I text or called him he would ignore it. I would ask Liam and Niall what was wrong with him but they would just tell me he was sick but no body is 'just sick' for two weeks and being 'just sick' doesn't stop you texting or calling someone. The school felt quiet and lonely with him not there, I'm not really that close with Liam and Niall I mean we are friends but there not Louis.

It was the start of the third week of Louis not being at school. At lunch me, Niall and Liam were sitting in the library. I was sitting listening to the two of them talk about the English test they had done in there last class. "No 2 c was about the quote. You had to basically describe what it was telling you" Niall listen as Liam spoke but I don't think he understood what he was talking about. "come on I'll show you what I mean. Will be back in two Harry" the both of them got up and walked other to a book shelf at the other end of the library. I was reading my book when the light from niall's phone caught my eye. I looked over at his phone, he had got a text from Louis. My stomach dropped and different thoughts went through my mind. 'Louis doesn't like you' 'you freaked him out' 'he thinks your a freak' 'your just a freak' 'freak'. I got up and left the library. I walked down the hallway and the bell went but I just kept walking. I walked out of school and down the road, I didn't know where I was going but I just wanted to go.

I finally stopped walking I didn't know where I was. I looked around, I had walked up a short hill and all I could see was grass. I sat down on the grass and looked down at the town, I watched the cars drive by on the road below. I lay back and looked up at the sky, the sky was blue and cloud free. I don't know how long I lay there but I felt peaceful and free like no one could touch me. I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket and I reached for it. "Hello" "Harry where are you I have just had the school on the phone saying your not in." My mum sounded stressed. I went to speak but I couldn't find any words, I pulled the phone back from my ear and hung up the open with out saying anything placing my phone back in my pocket. My phone kept buzzing but I just ignored it.

I lay on the top of the hill until it stared to get dark and I stared to walk down back to the town. It stared to rain as I passed the school. The rain was making puddles on the road that where slashed up into me when cars passed me. I was walking beside the park when I saw a car I know. I car stopped ahead of me and the door opened. Louis stepped out into the pavement and walked towards me. "Harry where the hell have you been and why have to not been answering you phone". He stopped when he reached me "I could ask you the same thing" I pushed passed him and kept walking. "What? Harry what are you on about" Louis grabbed at my shoulder. "Sorry I can't talk right now I'm sick" he just looked at me confused. "Harry what are you taking about?" "Why the fuck have you been ignoring me Louis. What did I do?" He just looked at me. "Harry I-" "no Louis it doesn't even matter I don't care just leave me alone" Louis eyes dropped to the ground "Harry please" I didn't stay anything I just turned and stared to walk away from him. "Harry" his voice cracked as he called my name. I looked back at him, I could see that he was crying. I turned and walked back to him. "Louis?" He didn't say anything. I rapped my arms around him and pulled him into me. He pulled back from me and just looked at me "I'm sorry" I didn't say anything I just pulled him back into me.

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