This is me

Distance

You
You live so far
An sea lays between us
And I know what I said
But I'm not ok
I'm not over you
And it hurts
My God does it hurt
But I don't want to hurt
I don't wan you to feel this much pain
And what if we find some one els
So many ifs
And I'm not sure
That I could take the hurt
So I try to be strong
I try to act like the pains not there
But oh it hurts to say good bye,
To a love I never wish to die
Please forget me I say
But really I just want to forget...
How you made me feel,
As if I was the best thing in the world,
As tho I was the only girl,
And oh why, why does it hurt
Why can't I just be rid of emotions
And be numb
But I think I love you
Oh yes I really do
But oh the distance
Why distance
So much...
Distance