This is me

Have you ever...

Have you ever just sat in the dark?
Alone with tear streaked cheeks.
A whirlwind of thoughts and questions flooding your mind.

Have you ever just sat in a crowded room?
Silent, with body racking sobs,
that no one hears.
Silently screaming dew to all the pain.

Have you ever just laid in the floor alone?
Blade in hand as blood slowly seeps from your wounds.
While you debate if it will all be over or if you'll just wake up in a lil blood.
Completed with new scars.

Have you ever just wanted to...die?
...I have