Fell For The Sitter//e.d

Chapter 7

to be honest, it was fun hanging and playing games with Logan. He's so hot too (picture above).

As we pulled up on my driveway, Ethan ran out of the drivers to open my door.
"Ethan I-"
"Forgiving me isnt enough." He kissed my cheeck.
"Well if forgiveness isnt enough, what will?"
"Going on tour with me."

what the fuck just happened. The tour '4OU' this year. im not even famous.

"Ethan what the fuck?"
"What? you dont like tours?"
"no, i love tours ive been going to so many my whole life. It's just that, im not even famous, or nobody knows me besides my family and friends."
"Okay, just-....think about it okay? ill think of something too. Good night baby."

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i tossed and turned, flipped and flopped on my bed. That tour thing couldnt keep shut in my mind. Soon, i texted Ethan.

Vicki- hey, you still awake?

Ethan- yeah, what's up. its normal to text their bae 3 in the morning.

Vicki- the tour is bugging me

Ethan- that reminds me, to make you famous, just make a youtube channel!

Vicki- what should i do on the channel?

Ethan-Make a tag! With me :)

Vicki- okie, i actually got sleepy. We'll talk more later. Thanks Eth xD

Ethan- night baby ;)

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Again with the toss and turn. Fuck that shit im going downstairs.

I grabbed my phone from the night stand. I got a text from Logan.

L- hey :) i cant sleep. You awake?

omg he is awake too?

V- holaa yeah, i decided to go to the kitchen.

L- hahah i would do the same.

V- what's on your mind when you cant sleep.

L- can we skype? my eyes are burning from the screen.

We talked about funny shit. He's so fun to talk to and understandble. Like, you have a problem and he knows and feels how crappy that was ti his experience.

The time was 6:00 and we were dying.

"Sooo, going back to my question...what was on your mind when you couldnt sleep today." I asked still crying in laughter.

"Depression. I think i have an anxiety disorder, dont know yet. You made me get that off my mind the past three hours, your amazing. i bet your boyfriend is so grateful." He said.

"how come you said your disorder without beating around the bush?"

"Oh, i had depression since i was 13. I dont wanna commit suicide because i know the outcomes and shit. Im used to it."

"Oh, okay good cause your such an amazing person. andddddddd i dont have a boyfriend."

"haha-"

"HOLYY SHIT!" i whispered-scream.

"what happened?"

"If my mom finds out ive been talkiing to someone esp a boy the whole night, she'd probably-"

"lmao i understand, end the call now and we'll text later..fun talking to you byeee"

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Ethan came over as the 'babysitter' for Jace.
Sam old same old i thought. Instead, he brought us to a park.

"Hey, i brought you guys here because, well esp for you, you need to relax. Jace can play on the plaryground." Ethan said.
"Jace say thank you."
"twank you Ewtan"
"Haha no problem baby."

We sat down on the bench and watched Jace play for a few then talked about youtube.

"You should name your channel, VickiAlana. Like those youtube girls who do makeup and diy..."

"Oh no. Im doing just Favorites, tags and sports etc."

"The first one should be a tag with me"

"Okay..."

We changes into a different topic.

"So you made any friends yet?" he asked.

"no not really at school. after lacrosse practice, some of the girls dm me on instagram apologizing how they treated me."

"WHAT! how come you didnt tell me about that!?" He shockingly said.

"Ethan calm down im fine, i dont give no fucks about them."

"Okay good." He kissed my forehead.

silence

"Vicki."

"Yeah?" I faced towards him.

"Who was that guy you were with yesterday."

"uhm, his name is Logan."

"Did he do anything to you?"

"no, we just played games and rode on the rides. I guess he's my friend."

"okay just making sure."

"why so protective all of a sudden?"

he stared at me for the longest time.

"Vicki, i really love you. more than a friend. I just wish you were mine. I dont want Logan to take you from me. you are an amazing girl and i know that. I will love you until you love yourself. Ill do anything to make you happy. If logan makes you happy, im fine with that. If he treats you wrong Im here to fight him for yo-"

I cut him off with a kiss.

"Im already yours." i smiled.