Fell For The Sitter//e.d

Chapter 18

I didnt see Vicki so i guess she's probably in Chipotle.
I drove to the one we first met with her family and i knew it. There she was with Chase laughing and eating. I can imagine hearing her adorbale laughs and her cute funny faces she'd do. I've never felt like that ever.

I sadly drove back home and thought deeply about Vicki. Shes just...ugh. Shes unexplainable. Breathtaking. Amazingly stunning in every way possible. Caring. Supportive and never backs down.
Unlike all the other girls, they just like me for external looks and not my personality.

I didnt even bother finding my home keys in my pocket and knocked on the door.

Cameron opened the door.
"Ethan? Homecoming finished early, its only 11-"

"Worst night ever." I felt a tear drop onto my tux.

Without a word Cam hugged me tightly and held my hand to the living room.

"Tell me whats wrong."

I usually dont tell her anything and my feelings in general and i tell them all to Gray he's really understandle. But this time i told Cam everything from the start. From applying for a babysitting job, dating the love of my life, and to now.

"Oh Ethan...Vicki is that important?" Cameron asked.

I nodded as tears dripped faster from my red eyes.

"Come here" Cam hugged me tighter.

Cameron's POV

I've never seen Ethan cry ever this hard. Its realky painful to see him like this, cause i know he's a very strong man. I can see Vicki is the one who made himself change.

"Ethan, you know why you feel like this right." I asked reassuring him.

"I was the one who lost her." He layed his head on my shoulder. I slowly stroked his hair.

It was 1 am and heard Grayson park his car.

Ethan quickly wiped his tears, and stood in a normal sitting position keeping a straight face.

I opened the door and saw Grayson smiling.

"Cam i had the best night ever!" He laughed and hopped onto a chair.

He looked at Eth and quickly his smile and happiness disappeared to a serious face.

"Ethan what's wrong."

I knew Ethan didnt wanna explain. "He's crying cause he made a terrible mistake. He made his love life even harder cause he lost Vicki and went out with Stacey Bitch to 'try to get her back' but that was also a really bad desicion too and now he doesnt know what to do." i sighed as i sat next to him.

"It was my fault Gray. I really really love Vicki" Ethan sobbed and cried bigger tears now.

"Ethan. Getting her back by dating someone she really hates really isnt gonna work you know thats right? You should be happy for and at least try to be friends with her so when Chase breaks up with her or anyone shes dating she can count on you to help her etc." Gray explained.

"Mmhm." I nodded.

I signaled Gray to group hug him.
We all sat and hugged for the longest time, longer than i ever hugged them in my life combined.

Vicki's POV

I jumped onto my bed and turned on my music quietly and listened to 'Too Good' by Drake.

'I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to ask you if you're okay
My friends always feel the need to tell me things
Seems like they're just happier than us these days
Yeah, these days I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to be there when you need me
It feels like the only time you'll see me
Is when you turn your head to the side and look at me differently'

This part of the lyrics made me think of Ethan. I just feel different when im not with him. He made me feel....safe. We are now exs and it just feel so awkward to be around with. Ethan is our official babysitter mom stated cause Jace loves him too much.

i cant just not be home everyday after school and on the weekends just for that. like c'mon, home is where the wifi is. And free food and netflix and Jace etcc.

Unexpectedly Logan facetimed.
"Logan?"
"Hey Vicki.." He smiled. I miss that smile.

"Finally you start talking to me." i playfully rolled my eyes.

"Yeah i know. i broke my phone and my parents didnt wanna give me any money to get it repaired so i had to work for money to get my damn-"

"Okay okay i get it. We are still bestfriends right?"

"Hell yes and never ever change that."

We talked for literally hours. We laughed and catched up. Logan was dating his ex again apparently though i had a feeling before that he liked me. whatevr im proud of him.

"Sooo how's Vethan?"

"What?" I asked.

"You guys still dating, right?"

I shook my head. "That dick head cheated on me."

"Holy motherfucker. Imma beat that lil cock hoe."

I laughed too hard almost falling off of bed.

"Oh shush. Im over him dont worry. no need a beat up." I cracked up.

"Alright aight. Hows that Carter guy?"

Thats sentenced made me flash back to him raping and hurting me. i had to tell logan.

"H-he raped me.."

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Logan shouted from the screen.
It made my ears hurt since i was weaing earphones.

"HE RAPED YOU?! WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH THAT?" Logan raged.

"Logan please stop..." i held back my tears. I've never seen him so angry.

"IM GONNA HUNT HIM AND MAKE HIM PAY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE!" Logan screamed and ended the call.

I sat on my bed crying silently. i turned on the tv and watched some random movie on netflix that made me doze off.

sorry for short chapter. yes, i changed the cover of the book...the old one was too blurry so yeah. i know it doesnt have a title etc but who gives.
-Park