what I'd give
to feel your warmth
as I lay here
shivering in your absence—
I'd give everything to see you;
to see you laugh,
to see you smile,
to hear your voice—
I can't tell what hurts worse;
being away from you,
or never having known what it's like
to feel your heart beat
I want you so badly—
I hadn't known how in love I could be
until you
it's like all my stars have finally aligned—
and I want to see you
but you're not mine.
