the look of pain and sorrow flashes across your face
as love and lust flash across mine
when I think about you,
my guts tie themselves in a knot
trying to scramble away from the horrible mess I made
I love him,
but I loved you first.
I can't let you go,
but leaving him would be catastrophic
to my heart
this scar will heal,
but you'll always be left with a reminder
of what we used to be
and that
T E R R I F I E S
me
