I am the human contradiction.
I have no self confidence,
Yet I have a massive ego.
I want to turn my life around,
Yet I want to die.
I want people to think I have no weakness,
Yet all I want to do is cry.
I want to be the best everything,
But I don't want to try.
I want to stop hurting myself,
But that's all I seem to do.
I don't want people seeing my scars,
Yet I want them to know I'm scared.
When I wake up I want to be happy,
But I don't want to be happy anymore.
