Months came
And months went
I feel exhausted
Tired
Sad
It was like I was suffocating,
Like I couldn't breathe
Like the walls were caving in on me
I was giving up
And I'm sorry
because I gave up on everyone else as well
I miss myself
I miss smiling
I miss being happy
I miss loving you
I miss loving anything that isn't sleep
I miss being ME.