And she was lost ,
She didn't know what she felt anymore ,
She was both happy and sad at the same time .
She would never tell how she felt ,
She would stay quiet and keep it to herself .
She had lost to much
And gained so little ,
She would never feel good enough for anyone ,
Not even herself .
She would laugh
And she would smile ,
She would act like everything is fine
But she knew she was living a lie
Because behind her smile ,
She was hiding a broken heart .
She expected to much
Never learned to let go ,
She got attached to fast
And when time came ,
She felt a piece of her gone too .
And she waited ,
And waited..
But he never came .
All she ever wants is to never feel again , because when she does..
All she feels is pain .
