What now?

Break down

I start to cry and I can't stop I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder I turn around and see Sebastion ."leave me alone." I said and walk away. "do not think about running away." He said. I guess no one care about me or when I am upset I have no one. I turn and look at him." I will not run because I have no where to go so I guess I am stuck here." I said and walk back inside the house to Sebastion's room and sit on the bed. I see my bag sitting in the chair.

I go over and open the bag and see my knife that I keep in there I take it out and sit back on the bed I need to find some wood. Someone walks in to the room he has short black hair and blue eyes. He has some muscles and pale white skin. " hi my name is Sam." He said. He looks at the knife in my hand. "It's nice to me you but I just want to be alone." I said. Sam walks out of the room. Sebastion walks into the room and sits next to me." Can I talk to you?" He said. I look at him and the at my knife. "What do you want?" I said.

Sebastion looks at the knife in my hand."Can I see the knife first." He said. I look at him."no" I said and stand up and try to go to the bathroom but Sebastion is blocking my way. "Give me the knife now Jamie. You do not need to hurt yourself." He said. I roll my eyes at him. I not going to hurt myself all I want to do is carve a piece of wood. "Why the fuck do you care if I hurt myself. No one cares about me. So just leave me alone." I said and I put the knife down and sit back on the bed. Sebastion picks up the knife and puts it on the desk then sits next to me. "I need you to listen to me." He said.

I look at him and roll my eyes. "Fuck off." I said. Sebastion gets up and walks out of the room and locks the door. I get up and check the door and its locked.

Sebastion's p.o.v

She is really pissing me off. I walk to my father's office and knock on the door. "Come in" he said. I walk into his office and sit down. "Is something wrong son" he said. I look at my father. "It Jamie. I want to talk to her but she keeps on telling me to fuck off or leave her alone. And I let her answer her phone and I want to kill the person that was talking to her." I said. My father puts his papers down."just give her some time." He said.