Redemption

Flashback

||Odell||

The second she left my arms I regretted letting her go. I should go find her, make everything okay again. Like how it was before the party last night.

But then I realized I cheated. The one thing I promised I'd never do. Especially to her, whose been hurt more than once. Tears ran down my face and more threatened to fall.

More thoughts ran through my head about her. I was angry, not at her, at myself for throwing almost four great years and a brand new engagement away.

Thoughts rolled throughout my head along with many other emotions.

The way she looked at me. It's like I could see her heart shatter.

I promised I wouldn't hurt her, I'm just as bad as the others.

The only women I ever loved, gone just like that.

And in that moment I pushed my pride aside and cried which turned into tears of anger. Soon enough the room was destroyed. The matress flipped, sheets ripped, and furnature completely broken.

Moments later I got myself together and stood up. It's gonna take more for me to simply leave her alone. Getting up I walked down to Jarvis' room.

I knew she was there, and I had to her. No matter what I did, we had to get back. Because no matter how much I deny the fact I need anybody, I need her more than anything.

I knocked weakly on the door as it was pulled open.

"Odell-"

"Just please, let me talk to her. I need to talk to her."

"I can't let you in." He said sadly.

"No, I just." I pushed passed him "J, I need her"

In the distance I heard tear full wails of the broken hearted.

"Thats her aint it." I broke into a sprint and tried to open the door, but Jarvis caught me.

"You know her seeing you will only make it worse for her."

I started rubbing my eyes furiously as the tears gushed out. His hand slipped behind my back and he started pushing me towards the door.

"Yall gone get through this. Just give it time" and with that he closed the door in my face.

"J, please." I cried pounding on the door.

And it went on like that for the next twenty minutes. Eventually I ended up at the bottom of the door, leaning against it.

Minutes turned to hours as I sat there. I noticed through the crack of door slid a note.

Odell,

Im gonna come pick up my stuff when you're at practice. I thought we were fine, but I guess I wasn't enough for you. I can't talk to you right now, I just need time away. I loved you and you knew that I had been hurt so many times before. Please don't come looking for me. When I feel like I can look at you without crying we can talk.
Just not right now.

Kiana

I stood up and knocked on the door knowing I would get a reply. But I knew they were in the living room, I could hear them.

"Kiana Marie Brown, I know you don't want to talk but I just want you to know this. We are getting back together. It might not be today or this year. But Im not letting you go, Im never letting you go. And I just need you to know that."

That's a promise I intend to keep.

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So, im in alabama and I just wanted to write a lil something for yall. Finally got free time so im just updating my other books.

The Choice// Odell Beckham Jr and Jarvis Landry

MSYG//Trey Songz

Change Your Mind// Blake Griffin (also not published)