I still remember. {Twenty øne piløts fanfiction)

Chapter 1

If you think about it, there's three types of people in this dreadful world. Ones who want to live, Ones who want to die, And the few who can't decide. I always considered these three types of people "The Few, The proud and the emotional."
The few of course being the ones who can't decide, The emotional being the ones who want to die, and the proud being the ones who want to live. My problem is, I don't generally fit into any of those. It's not that I wish to be dead, or that I can't decide. I just generally do not fear death or anything after it. I don't fear life and all it brings. I possibly could be the few, than again, if I was the few I would either fear emotion or pride. Or accept them both. I don't accept them, neither do I fear them.

I felt a sudden halt in the van as I sit in the backseat of the dead silent, what Colton called "The party van." It didn't seem like a party, Colton broke his radio last month and it still needs to be replaced, instead of a party it was the voices of Colton and Destiny. Other than that we say in silence.

Colton's plaid shirt fell down slightly over his wrist as he pulled his grey van into the parking lot. He pulled the keys out of the engine and hopped out of the car causing his jeans to rip more at the knees and his Dirty blonde hair to skim the car doorframe. I open the door closest to me causing a giant screech of the door, which causes me to flinch. I step out of the rusty car seeing Colton let Destiny out of the car like a gentle men. Destinys black hair sways down as she hops out wearing the same thing as Colten's so they "twin". Colton quickly stole a light kiss from destiny as I realize it was starting to rain. I look into the gloomy sky seeing the dark clouds covering the shimmery sun, drops of cold wet rain pile down on us slowly. Destiny and Colton rush inside and Colten waves me inside as I close the car door and stare back up at the sky. Today is going to be different, something is going to change my life incredibly in some way today. "Tyler! You're gonna get yourself sick some inside!" I snapped out of my thoughts at his tone of voice. I scurry inside after Colton drying myself off. I take a look around the dark building, the stage was already set up for the concert they are soon to see. Well, everyone else was going to see, Colton said he had a friend coming here and he needed someone to sit out and watch their stuff. I was the lucky friend who gets to hear the concert from the hallway. A frown was placed across my face as I heard Destiny speak "Josh hey!" She ran up to this teenager who looked to be a similar age as me and hugged him. "Long Time no talk!" She smiled, a obvious fake smile placed across the gentlemens face as he replied "yup!"  Colton threw his black backpack at me, I stumble as I catch it and put it on knowing I'm expected to watch it durning the show. Destiny passes me her small purse and I put it in Colten's backpack, I look at the man they called Josh expecting him to hand me something more I'll be told to hold. Our gaze connected, his dark brown eyes were as if I was looking into a endless island where I would never be alone. Where id be okay, and safe. His fake smile came down to what he truly felt, his face turned into a frown of emotion, emotion which was flooding. "Okay Josh lets go find our seats." Colton spoke walking up between me and josh cutting our gaze. I blink a few times focusing my mind as I go sit on the floor, near a garbage can in the corner Of a boring hallway. I close my eyes and drag my red beanie over my eyes as a frowned stayed glued to my face. I heard heavy foot steps pace the ground walking closer to me. Reluctantly I lift my beanie seeing those same brown eyes walk over to me, he held his hand out "I'm Josh, they lost a ticket so I volunteered to sit out of the concert with you." I reached my hand out, shaking his hand I replied "I'm Tyler, and I guess we will be sitting together here" I started having a small smile put upon my face knowing I won't be alone, the same thing happened to Josh. He smiled, it wasn't fake like earlier, it was a real genuine smile. Right there and then I knew. I've made a new friend.