Charade

Chapter 4

I woke up extra early with Jas still on my mind. My alarm was set for 7 but I woke up at 6. Some would say I am hype however I didn't get out of bed until 7:30. For an hour and a half, I spent in the bed contemplating whether to send a 'Good morning' text to Jas or not. Whether to send 'Good morning beautiful' or 'morning' or add some emojis in it so I won't sound to mean but if I sent the wrong one I might come on too strong. After arguing with myself, I settled for a simple 'Good morning'. Right when I was about to send the text, she sent one to me. I replied with one back. Through the morning we were talking catching up on everything we missed in each other's lives. I was getting happy. She was opening up and getting comfortable talking to me. I didn't realize how into the text I was in until I looked up and I was in class. Even still I don't remember learning anything and class was over in the blink of an eye.

My phone started ringing.

"Hello?"

"Hey D. What you doing?"

"Nothing. Just got out of class. What's up?"

"I know you wanted to meet up today so me and a couple of friends are eating at Cane's. We'll be there in 2 minutes."

"Oh ok. I'll make my way. Later Jas"

"Bye D"

I'm not gonna lie. I rushed to get there even though Cane's is around the corner from the school. I pulled up 30 seconds later. I walked in. Ordered my food and sat down. Jas joined me shortly after with 2 of her friends. We talking and jokes about everything thing. It was a quick lunch. Then Jas pulled me outside near my car.

"So me and Blue talked last night after the argument"

Here we go again "Well what was said?"

"She told me she was sorry and that she had no reason to blow up like that. She said she never felt like this with anybody else so she got defensive and just broke it off."

Please don't say she bought that bullshit lie "Um ok. What did she say about the other girl that you heard on the phone."

"I didn't ask. I don't wanna know anymore. I told her I'll think about it."

"So what are you gonna do?"

"Honestly I want to take her back. She sounded so hurt and sincere. She was crying, basically begging, for me to take her back. I think I'm a give her another chance."

It's official. You're dumb as hell. "Um well ok. I uh...I gotta go to work now. But...text me tho ok."

I got in my car and drove off without a hug or a good-bye. I couldn't saying else to her because if I did it would have been harsh. I didn't want to see her cry and I be the cause of her tears. I would literally die. As I drove off I could see her standing there. She probably knew that I had a whole lot more to say. She just didn't want to here it. Whatever makes her happy, right?

The rest of the day from that point was a blur. I was too busy thinking. What the hell is Blue gonna do next?