Life after the chat

Seven

Bella's pov

I woke up from my nap to hear all three kids crying and no sign of Blake just a note scribbled with in his handwriting. I picked up the note reading it.

Babygirl,

I know your probably wondering why I'm not here and why there's just a note. I feel as if Ava-Grace hates me and that I can't do anything right for her. I don't know what to do anymore. You don't see the way she's looked at me lately. It's not the same anymore. She's not the same little girl that always wanted to be with me. I don't know why this is affecting me but it is. It's probably a side affect from starting back up on my medication but anyway. Isabella Marie Selman. This is NOT and I repeat NOT a break up letter this is a I'm going to stay with a friend for a few days to cool down. I love you and Campbell and Cayley and Ava-grace so very much and can't imagine a world without you guys I just need some time to get my medicine back working again and to get back in the routine of my daughter not wanting to see me anymore. I love you to the next galaxy and back babygirl nothing will tear us apart. I'll be back in about a week. Text me call me FaceTime me whatever it takes when you see this. Tell Ava I love her and give the kids hugs and kisses for me. Love you.

~Blake xoxo

Tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I didn't let them. My children were in distress and I needed to see that they were okay. First I went to Ava's room. She was crying in her bed for no reason. I handed her her stuffed bunny and she quieted down and fell back asleep. I then walked to the nursery to take care of the twins. Cayley was still sound asleep surprisingly but Campbell was screaming at the top of his lungs. His pacifier had fell out of his mouth and he couldn't get it back. I placed it back in his mouth and he stopped crying and closed his eyes. That's when I lost it.
I ran out of the room to the bathroom and scoured through the medicine cabinet looking for my anxiety medicine. I quickly found it opening the bottle taking one of the small blue capsules out of the bottle popping it in my mouth taking a sip of tap water.

I walked out of the bathroom and back to mine and Blake's room. I sat on my bed tears falling down my face as I picked up my phone in my shaking hands. I dialed Blake's number facetiming him. He answered after three rings.

B=Blake I=Isabella

B-babygirl

I-why'd you leave Blake.

B-Ava hates me. Have you not noticed it its Bc I stopped taking my medicine and I kept snapping at her

I-Blake Robert gray she doesn't hate you. She was upset you snapped at her. You've never snapped at her. It caught her by surprise and upset her

B-she probably wouldn't care that I was gone anyway

I-she's asleep Blake. When she wakes up the first person she's gonna ask for is her daddy and you know that

B-I just don't want to snap at her again bells

I-you're back on your medicine. You're doing better Blake you and I both know that. Please come back

B-okay. I'll be back soon.

I-who's house are you at anyway

B-Weston's.

I-tell him i say hi

Weston-HEY BELLAAAAAA

I-hi Wes

B-I'll be back soon babygirl. Wait up for me please. I'll be back in like 10

I-okay. I love you babe.

B-love you too babygirl.

I hung up the phone placing it on the side table just as Campbell started crying again. I got up going into the nursery picking him up and carrying him to my room. I sat in my bed rocking him back in forth singing Troye Sivan songs lightly and quietly. Minutes passed and the front door opened and right as it did Cayley started crying. "Blake can you get her I've got Campbell in our room with me!" I called out. "I will. I'll get Ava too." He called back. He walked into the room Ava on his back and Cayley in his arms. He sat Ava on the bed and she crawled up next to me. Blake sat on the other side of Ava and we all snuggled up together. "I love you daddy." Ava whispered to Blake as she closed her eyes. "I love you too Ava. I love of all of you." He said back.

I shut my eyes slowly as Blake began singing troye Sivan songs to drift us to sleep.

'Heart shake bend and break but I can't turn away cuz you're driving me wild'

He whispered as I fell asleep slowly but surely into a deep comfortable sleep.

A/n:what'd you think of this chapter. Love you all.

Leigh💜