My Own Little Thoughts

5/2/16

Hi guys (btw the picture is me but no one even reads these sooo yea)it's been awhile cause I thought it was gettin better but it's not really. I mean sure I've gotten closer to the guy I like but other than that it's been the same surrounded by couples thing. The guy I like is really nice and respectful to girls. I mean it's pretty rare to meet guys like that. I know that he'll never like me because I'm just not his type so I'm not really trying right now but I just love his sense of humor and everything. He's like no other person I've met. I tried talking to this other guy but he's been ignoring me a lot and just wont hold up a conversation with me. But yea it's still the same couple shit that I hate. But dude life can be so shitty I swear like earth just fucking hates me I'm I have the worst luck with guys that's why to me, there's no point in trying anymore. I mean some guys like me but they're just aren't my type not trying to be rude or anything but I mean it's true. The guys I like are way out of my league so I don't bother trying with them. So this rant is basically about me not trying anymore . The lack of trying, emotion, and u is why I have bags under my eyes, the bags are from that not the lack of sleep. Well night guys Ima go now probably wont write that much but yea ✌️😁.