Hi everyone, well I'm still not good i guess. I feel like I'm slowly losing all of my friends one by one and it hurts. U know how everyone says "oh it will be fine ur okay", well that's a big lie. I'm not okay. I just want someone who looks at me like I'm their everything, like I'm actually important to them. I've done so many wrong things in life and it's horrible.
I know that I probably won't date anyone in awhile because of my personality, but now I've come to terms with that idea. I'm done trying anymore, or in fact I'm done with people. They're too fucking complicated for me. First they say "oh yea I like u" and then they say "no I never said that". And all that shit so I'm done, I'd rather be alone than have some fake ass compliments or fake apologies. So if anyone ever reads this, I'm sorry for giving up on u guys. Because I've already had so many people give up and leave, I'd rather be the one to do it now. I'm just gonna say now that, I haven't given up on a few of u guys but I have given up on a lot of u guys.
U guys are my world but I've already lost too much, plus a lot of my friends are leaving me alone. I need just someone, someone who I can lean on, someone I can cry on, someone who won't leave me for awhile. But that person doesn't exist because I'm losing about more than half of my friends very soon. Whatever, it's life and I can't do anything to change it now. I just want to die in a hole already. Ik that none of my friends even read these but yea random people thx for reading my weird rambles. Goodnight or Good morning guys love u all 💖💤.
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My Own Little Thoughts
RandomThis is my life and just rants, thoughts, and stories so read if u want but yea I don't feel like telling the truth to people so yea this story will help me take out my anger and plugged up emotions and thoughts
