Sick Notes | Park Jimin

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-park jimin;
saturday

i looked at the outside of my window as i sighed when it was raining really bad

i just rolled my eyes around until my eyes spotted a very, familiar figure was walking passed my house, under this heavy rain

it was you.

and again,

why were you crying again..

what happened,

youve been so weird lately,

why you keep crying and crying

what is it that hurting you so much?

i wanted to know it so... bad,

i wanted to chase you so.. bad,

and give you an umbrella cuz you already soaked because of the rain and you look like you could catch a cold anytime,

but this stupid fucking sickness of mine didnt allowed me to,

you look hurted, very.

please... stop crying,

i want to wipe your tears so bad,

but i cant do it... so please,

stop crying..

im so mad at myself cuz i just could watched you,

running under the rain,

with that pain and sad expression on your face,

now i fucking hate myself. i should just die already.