Sick Notes | Park Jimin

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park jimin;
friday

its raining again today

and it just like adding more seasoning into my already broken heart

i wonder what are you doing right now

are you doing fine,

or perhaps,

are you still crying..?

i kept wondering about you today as i looked out through my room's window

as i blankly stared at the raindrops,

i saw you again,

running under the rain,

i quickly got up and took a closer look as i saw you suddenly stopped right in front of my house's gate,

i wanted to call your name

but stopped as you suddenly turned around and stood there under the rain,

while facing my house,

our eyes met for the second times,

i didnt let the chance go as i put up my hands and waved at you with a wide smile,

a big smile plastered on my face as i waved my both hands toward you,

you were looking,

still looking..

but then,

you gave me a smile,

a bright smile automatically appeared on my face,

as a reply to your smile

its the first time for me

that you finally notice me.

im so happy..

but my smile slowly fade when i saw a tear escaped your eyes..

i could see it,

i know you were crying

eventho youre under the rain

and you were smiling brightly,

but you still cant fool me, yena

i know you are crying eventho youre smiling,

i can see the difference between the raindrops and your tears

after that,

you suddenly turned around