Sick Notes | Park Jimin

[f u l l c h a p t e r]

yena

[im shocked when i saw you today]

yena exhaled as she slowly walked into the classroom. she was too tired for school but she also was too tired for her mother's nags. so she was forcefully came here without any inspiration to even study.

yena wasnt shock when she realized that she was the first one to arrived today as she actually went out from her house around five in the morning and arrived at school around six in the morning, by walking.

yena then weakly walked toward her place but seems to stopped halfway when her eyes pinned on the always empty seat at the back of the classroom.

yena started walking again, as her legs were dragging her, not to her own seat but towards the familiar seat that being put at the back of the classroom.

she then arrived exactly at the back of the classroom as she stood there, beside the familiar table, silently. she was mentally cursed herself for even approaching this place but it was too late for regrets.

she ran her fingers on the table as she pulled out the chair and gently took a seat on it.

yena sat straight as she looked in front and examined the whole class from this seat's view. she wanted to know how was it feels like to witness something from his point of view.

she also could clearly saw her seat from this view. she smiled as she remembered how jimin would always took the chance to teased her as he would threw an eraser's dust toward her and if she still didnt look back, then he would threw a crumpled paper at her. she would be very annoyed but in the inside, she was getting butterflies and was screaming how cute jimin was everytime she turned around and witnessed his eyesmiles and gummy smile.

yena slowly put her right arm on the table and then, put her head on it. she closed her eyes as she slowly started to feel drowsy.

[ why were you crying in your sleep..?]

yena snuggled into her arms as she felt really comfortable sleeping on his table. it was still dark as the sun didnt set up yet which made yena more sleepy than she should be.

suddenly, a soft sob could be heard in the whole quiet surrounding.

it was yena's.

[please dont cry..]

yena wasnt crying, she was just tearing up. yeah, just tearing up.

she already promised herself to not let out any tears today but as what it seems, she couldnt control the urge to cry; everytime jimin's face conquered her mind.

yena was almost in the urge to cry but today, she succeed to control herself and instead, just tearing up as she was bottling her feelings in the inside.

yena let out a relief sigh as she slowly drifted to dreamland.

for the first time in her life; after jimin's gone, shes finally, got a really comfy and nice sleep. it was hard for her before, especially at nights, as she never get a really nice sleep as she would always got weird nightmares. then after that, she would wake up from her sleep and couldnt sleep at all afterwards. it was really depressing, for her.

but today, it was a bit different than usual.

she fell asleep in a quick time and she was too comfortable in her sleep. no nightmares. instead, it was jimin's beautiful and charming smiles that accompanied her, in her sleep.

the tears soon dried out as yena fell into a deep sleep on jimin's table with a peaceful smile ever, plastered on her face, until the bright sun has set up and beaming onto her face.