Why is it so hard to breathe?

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Why don't I try to get my mindset right

'Just act mature, Then everything's alright'

I've been doing well. I got in a bad mood.

And then I lost maturity.

And that's about the time that she got mad at me

For tackling her into a fucking tree

It's time to get your goddamned act set straight

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Why can't I just act my age...

What's my age again?

What's my age again?

I've never heard her yell at me like that

I got it good, 'cos I am such a twat

She said I was stupid.

And that I was a 'fuck'

Why is it so hard to breathe?

And that's about the time I started hating me

For cryin' out loud, I'm nearly seventeen

And I still hurt the people that I love

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

Why can't I just act my age?

Why am I in pain?

Why am I in pain?

And that's about the time I thought of killing me

And she said sorry to start saving me

She's only saying this because I'm weak

What the fuck is wrong with me

Seriously what's wrong with me

That's about the time she started hurting me

I need to take my work more seriously

Yeah I know that this is part of love

Why did I put her in pain?

I NEED TO FUCKING ACT MY AGE!

WRITE THAT DOWN AGAIN

DRONE YOUR BRAIN AGAIN 

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